tatiana pov
mommy can we get this one instead of the regular corn flakes " Malia asked looking at the lucky charms corn flakes
"umm sure sweet pea " I said taking it up only if she knew that this was causing a huge dent in my pockets smile she walked on ide do anything to see that smile
"mommy do you remember the field trip that I have Friday "she said and I stopped in my tracks shit I totally forgot " no what about it " I asked
"well they said were going to KFC after wards " she said and my face dropped " I thought they said you guys were going come straight home " I replied
" that's what I thought too "she stress and chuckled
here I am walking around the supermarket with 10k in my pocket trying to buy two week of stuff four my four year old passing the drink area I took up a power
not because I was thirsty but because I was starting a new job tonight a job I thought I would never have to turn to
looking at the screen as the number increases I pray for it not to pass 9500 after all my fear was in that money " that will be 9450" the lady said and I nd smiling at her
handing her the money I collected my change and head out two bags in one hand and my daughters hand in the next
" muma yo want help wid yo bag dem " a school oy asked and I gave him a simple smile and shook of the head telling him no thanks
arriving at the bus stand David malia'taxi driver took my bags " wah gwan mal mal " he greeted and replied " aii uno gwan go wol uno seat "
after dropping everyone off in our small community its was finally our stop taking out my money to pay him he stopped me " no sah dat good man tia mi know yo situation " he said and I nod
giving him a hear felt smile
if yo no get it by now mi love smile bad
seeing that lala's car was in the drive way I hurried inside lala was my best friend from primary school
when my parents kicked me out for being pregnant at 19 while just work at a call center she took me in and shortly after we rented a 3 bed room house in a small comunity
seeing us she ran pass me to hug Malia and I side eyed them " its ok its alright mi invisible " I said walking of and she ran and jumped on my backed causeing us to stumble to the floor
"wah yah do here so early " i asked as we got up and headed into the house " well i knew you were starting tonight and i know that you hated everything about the profession so im here for emotional support " she explaind and i hugged her
"mi eva tell yo seh mi love yo before " i said and she hgged me tiger " every night when mi inna yo ole " she said nd i pushed her aside
" yah batty gyal eno " i laughed as mallia look at us weird " only for you baby " she said taking up one of malia's snake
" mal mal i have something for you baby " lala said and mal ran to her room
bet a some fool fool something
packing out all the items i stared on dinner when lala enterd the kitchen " mi we cook gwan go sleep " she said giving her a smile i thanked her
" doh bun up mi pot lala" i said and she fanned me off
droping into my bed my eyes began to shut
" girl a 7:03 come nyam and mek mi carry yo gah the people dem club before 9:00" lala said shanking e awak
a so time a run fast
getting up i took a quick bathe and fixed my hair putting on a jeans pants without rip and i whit tee i smiled Gods good
my hair was braided so i simply placed it in a bun
smelling the curry chicken from the kitchen i left the room " atleat yo neva bun up mi pot " i said and she flipped me off " anty lala thats rude " mal said and i laughed
after i finished eating i took up my duffle bag with goods and head to the car mal in the back seat while me and lal in the front we headed out
ourcomunity wasnt or from the city of kingston so in no time i was in fron of the club and thats when all my nervousness came back
" everything ago good baby its just for a month 1 month and well be able to leave this place and start over " she said and i hugged her
mi love m best friend bad bad kissing a sleepy mal and telling her bye i enterd the club with my e-card
going into the back room i saw three beatiful girls all dressed up and ready to perform no beatiful is an understament in their case
" goodnight " i greeted but only one replied
oh
ok
ignoring that i chnage in to my outfut that consist of a white mini skirt that coverd my ass and a mesh crop top that had fabrick covings my nipples
i didnt feel comfertable showing my body or face so i also included a ski mask in my outfit i had to cut a hole to fit mt bun through it
gotta stay safe out here
soon after the girls started going on first it was a girl that went by the stage name grippykitty one of the girls that didnt answer me and to be honest she want all that
but the crowd went wild
these men are thirsty
shortly after the girl by the stage name prettylia went on and she wasnt bad jus need to learn how to wine a bit better oh she was the one that answerd me
then miss im better than everyone went one the whole time we stood here she talked about how she could do it better walking onto the stage the crowd went wild
a who she
budum by jada kingdom started playing and she took the stage and she was good look like shi do this from shia three no disrespect
but only if she was a bit more flexible shortly after she came down and gave me a sly smile after clearing all the money of the stage they annonced my name
and tonights final proformance by the newest addition to the groud give it up for masked " the man said and i walked on stage
not making eye contact with anyone "now people its here first night so no gi r a hard time " he said the walked of the satge
looking up i made eyes contact with a nigga that was in the vip area
why him a look pan mi so dear fada gad
2gyal by skilli started playing and i smiled
this is my song
