Gekko x Fem!Reader || The trauma

Flashbacks?

  
Starting the day with a big confidence, maybe, a little bit, yeah...

Anyways It's freaking Monday, I hate Mondays, who doesn't?

Sage wanted to tell us something, so I had to get up. This morning I look like shit. Who doesn't?
So I dressed up, and then I went to the main room, where Sage was, with Chyper, Brim and of course Sova.

"Morning. Deadlock" said Sova, with a sleepy voice

"Morning everyone...who is here?..." I breathed

I was sitting down on the sofa when Breach walked in.

He sat next to me, and then slowly everyone appeared.

"Good morning everyone!" Started Sage, when everyone was there "Today we have a mission, from the omega earth, they send a Breach, Raze, Deadlock, Gekko and a Sage.
But in our team, we will have also Breach, Raze, Deadlock, Gekko and me"

Nah again me, come on

"So get ready, because we will go after breakfast" finished Sage. I glanced over at Sova, who also glanced over at me.

I got up and left, like the others

♤

"You don't look good," said Sova
"No shit, I feel bad, I haven't slept"
"You haven't slept for almost a week now"
"You know what, can you bring me, breakfast to my room, so I can take a nap"

"Suree" yawned Sova

♤

I went to my room and took a nap
"Nap"
I didn't feel tired, or anything.
But when I do, I also can't sleep

♤

I picked a phantom (obviously), I went near the helicopter, and Sova helped me up.
I sit down in my seat.
I leaned back and tried to relax.

♤

We finally arrived at Breeze.
I don't like that map.
I have no idea why am I here.
But we stay positive and happy. Yay,  I'm going to get myself killed!

"Deadlock you going to defend A, and put your setups up!" said Sage and I nodded "Meanwhile us, we going B!"
Everyone nodded, I ran to A and put my setups up.

I'm not gonna lie, I felt tired, but I had no time for that.

I heard footsteps near me, I quickly hid behind the boxes and waited.

They shoot my sensor down, fuck, they are here.

"Guys they are all A" I told them
"On our way" I heard Sage commended

Boom

I got a freaking shoot on my left arm

Fuck

I also started shooting, but then I felt pain in my right arm. I didn't care about it, I was just shot, I eliminated almost all of them when Deadlock had her ult.

"My territory my rules"
I heard her scream, wow I have an annoying voice.

I ran behind a box, so she couldn't get me, and to my luck she missed.
I shot them

"Bye, bye me" I said, i got an ace

I looked back and saw Sage and the others arrived until I felt kinda dizzy and I passed out

♤

I opened my eyes, and I found myself in a room and dark room, I got up and walked out

I found women training in a room, I watched them.

I heard footsteps coming towards me

"COME ON, what and you looking at, they will find the right way, trust me."
I heard a familiar male voice. I froze and, after two seconds turned around to face him....Dank

"What," I asked

"You come on, we will leave this Kindom shit, we are young, and I'm sure one
Ståljeger will help us." Said the young boy, he was only like 12. I looked at my hand I was the same as his age, twelve.

I nodded, and he grabbed my arm and pulled me to a room.

"Sooo I made a plan, at night we going to sneak out," the boy said, and I nodded

♤

At night we were both ready when, I realised he wasn't following me, and I realised he was betraying me...again.
I looked behind my back, and my eyes fell on the boy who was holding a gun towards me.

I turned back and faced him, I knew what was I supposed to do.

I grabbed his hand where the gun was and pointed up, so he couldn't shoot me, but with my other hand, I grabbed my knife and stabbed it in his heart...

I pulled the knife out and he slowly kneeled and then fainted. I could only hear him whispering: I couldn't let you ruin my life, monster

I kneeled next to his dead, cold body, and said: I trusted you, forræder  (traitor)

I get up and run off.

♤

I found myself in the snow, it was freezing outside, but then I saw a light. I slowly went closer and saw the familiar icon, that was I searching for, a Ståljeger...

I ran towards them, screaming for help, what could I possibly do? I was/am 12.

I felt something hit my head fast, also hard. It started to hurt, really bad.

My knees were getting weaker, until I felt cold snow touching my face, after that everything went black.

♤

I opened my eyes again and found myself in the base, in the Valorant base.

I had flashbacks...