𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 | 𝐁.𝐄

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-𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕-

we made it out of the restaurant to our apartment door, on the way there i tried explaining to her multiple times she had nothing to be worried about and she completely ignored me.

" scarlett, please.. stop ignoring me and say something", i begged. standing behind her with my hands wrapped behind her as she unlocked the door.

she continued to not say anything, and i continued to cry once again. i usually never show my emotions to anyone, but when it comes to her i can't help but to.

i hate my sensitive side.. and she knows that. especially when it comes to her, my emotions are completely devoted to how she feels about me at that moment.

though i wasn't screaming at the top of my lungs begging for her to speak to me as she opened the door, i continued to keep my hands attached to her.

i refused to give up everything we have for one another even though we could be difficult. begging, " baby please, i'm sorry, i told you we didn't do anything i would never do that to you and you know that."

she shrugged me off, finally opening her mouth to form the words, " get offa me billie, i'm taking a shower."

" okay... but what did you wanna talk about.. i need to know we're fine scarlett. i can't take up being this w-"

she cut me off, saying, " we can talk later, i simply just want to take a shower", walking to the bedroom, as i followed behind her.

"i will lay here, and wait for you to talk to me scarlett", i truthfully stated as i sat on the bed. watching her go through the the variety of clothes she packed in her suitcase.

"mhm", was all she said, finding all the things she needed for her shower, lastly entering the bathroom.

i pulled out my phone, deciding to scroll through tik tok to ease down how overwhelmed i was.

scrolling through a variety of videos, i still found myself worried about scarlett and our relationship.

i started to think, should love really be worth this much? is it supposed to be this complicated? did i not put enough effort into our relationship?

i continued to overthink rather than ease my mind, before fifteen minutes had passed, and my eyes quickly rushed to our bathroom door opening.

her hair, wrapped up in a towel before she pulled it off, letting her damp hair sit on her shoulders.

she continued to walk up to the bed with a white robe around her body, she teasingly walked up closer and closer to me. i couldn't bare to take my eyes away from her.

when she got to the side of the bed i was sitting on with my head laying on the headrest, she looked at me intensely. continuing to dry the ends of her hair.