* Please Read Book 1 before starting this one *
"Please tell me what should I do to have your trust back on me?"
She was begging him despite being so strong and bold.
His eyes shot an annoyed glance as he reacted, "Do yourself a favor and get out o...
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Love.
In my darkest time all I craved for was His Love, his arms and him but fate didn't let me have any of that instead I got pain, misery and trauma for my whole life cause even I wish to not think about it but I think I can't ever forget what has happened to me and losing my mom added more damage in my already ruined life.
When I thought it was all over I got a brother, a backbone who stood all the way wherever I wanted to go, he shielded me desperately as if his life depends on my happiness which made me the luckiest girl in the world. That time, I never thought to ever run into Zander again even after I got some of my memories back which mostly had him yet I just assumed that he might have moved on so I never bothered to even look at that way yet my heart always belonged to him.
Even now I feel like my life is tearing apart but now having him by my sidemakes it bearable yet I am upset with him not only because he risked his life for something so trivial but it's also because he did that for me, I was the reason behind his critical condition, he almost died for my wish and here I am pathetically trying to take revenge neglecting him.
I never thought once that he needs me more than I do, that desperation in his eyes seeks out to me alwaysand I just chose to over neglect it.
Is my Revenge above him? It isn't but I can't just stop what I have started so I will wrap everything as soon as possible.
"Mamma, are you okay?"
I stopped stretching my hands as I was doing yoga and gave a bright smile at her.
"I am fine, my love. Mera bachcha mamma loves you a lot".
{My Kiddo}
I pulled her into a tight hug as she just hummed and patted my back constantly.
"Mamma, it'll be okay so don't sweat too much".
I immediately smiled at her keen observation and just hummed while embracing her softly as I really needed a hug right now.
"Can we go to the beach now?"
I nodded as we had decided to go to the beach today so Ruza, Venice, Aarna & Xavier; their kids : Xavion & Xarna and lastly I was now at the shore, my eyes were happily watching them having fun.
The waves were tolerable, the sun rays were soothing, the air was windy yet cool so it wasn't that bad but my mood wasn't great at all so I just lie down on the sunlounger facing the full bright blue sky above me: it was as vast as my pain but at the same time atleast it has light unlike me as every passing second my heart is filling with darkness.
