this is a continuation of my other book on my other account Hanjisungslyrics because I forgot my password and I got logged out. still the same girl and the same rules apply. also this is still my first book technically because I'm just starting off...
Alright so I know I haven't updated in a while but like I kinda fagor Wattpad was a thing but I'm back for a little bit. Erm this is probably gonna be my first ff with hyunjin in it. Oki.
I was walking around the halls when suddenly I bump into hyunjin. My so called best friend in school but outside of school it's way different.
"Hey girl",hyunjin says
"Hey flour boy",I respond
Hyunjin walks next to me as we both have the same class to go to and we don't really walk together in the halls anymore cus he's always walking with Felix. I don't blame him because he gets brownies.
I feel his hand rub against mine and I bite back the urge to hold his hand so instead i intertwine our pinky's together. Nobody's gonna really notice. After all were both wearing sweatshirts.
As soon as we get to class we immediately go to our seats which is next to eachother because the teacher gave us free seating for the last few weeks of school. It's cool.
I feel hyunjins hand go to my inner thigh and I accidentally close my legs. Hyunjin immediately looks over at me and raises a eyebrow to which I nod no. He just nods and looks away.
I know what he was saying by that. It's something I'm not really ready to have in terms of our relationship. It's to soon to have sex. Maybe.
Although the signs he's been putting out is kinda tempting. Grabbing my thigh, giving me hickeys, whispering sweet nothings into my ear. It's a lot to comprehend but I've known he's like this.
I'm not gonna break up with him just because he's showing affection because no. He's my best friend and first boyfriend and he knows it. We've been best friends for literal years and I'm not throwing that away.
After the lesson starts I open my legs again because I forgot to. Hyunjin keeps his hand on my thigh and squeezes it lightly. I can see his veins when he does that. Hot.
I draw a little picture of a otter on his paper.
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(This was not by me, I got it off of Pinterest)
I saw it on Pinterest a few days ago and decided to recreate it. Hyunjin reminds me of a otter even though he's a ferret but it's close enough, right?
I lightly lean on hyunjin which nobody is paying attention to us either way so we're pretty much in the clear. After all who would suspect us to lean on eachother.
A few months ago hyunjin said he was gay so people would stop shipping us because it was making me uncomfortable. That's a quality about him that I love. he cares for people even if it ruins his reputation. Nobody cared about the fact that he said he's gay. They stopped shipping us either way.
After the bell rings we walk to lunch with eachother. We go to his locker and when the halls are clear he gives me a hug, I reciprocate the hug and embrace him back.
I like his hugs. There warm and he smells good which is a plus. Most boys in my school don't have a good scent except for a few. Maybe that's why all the girl fall for him.
After the hug he takes my hand and and walks with me to the courtyard outside where we always eat, not caring weather or not someone sees us holding hands. He's not afraid to show he's in a relationship which alot of people useally are at first.
After we sit down he leans me on his chest. We both didn't get a lot of sleep last night yet he still is as energetic as always with the exception of a raspy voice. That's okay.
He takes a bite of his bibimbap and looks sad when eating.
"Does the food make you sad",I say Sarcastically and he starts fake crying
"It's so good...sniff...that it makes me cry",hyunjin says and I just laugh.
"Cutie",I say and he blushes extremely hard.
"Shut up and eat your kimbap",he says and I just quietly laugh again and start eating.
We're quietly eating while the rest of the boys eat and laugh. Me and hyunjin are the only ones in a relationship out of the 9 of us. Seungmin is crushing on a girl, i.n and Lee know are focusing on school, chan is focused on making music and studying for finals because he's about to graduate, han and changbin are just being the iconic idiots they always are, not really focusing on anything, and of course hyunjin is with me.
"Hey y/n?",i.n asks.
"Yeah i.n?",I respond looking at him.
"What does it feel like to be in love?",he asks.
"Uh...it feels like peace. When your in love you get this strong feeling towards a person like when your friend walks into a room when you haven't seen them in a long time. You instantly get happy and that person feels like home. Love is hard to explain because it comes in different forms for everyone.",I respond and he just nods along.
"Oh okay. That makes sense, thanks.",i.n responds and I just nod.
Everyone goes back to eating and such.
At the end of the day it's always the ones who stick with you through thick and thin. There's not really a real way to end something off right because there's always gonna be someone who wants it to continue. ------------------------------------------------------------------
