Chapter 19 : Two letters

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   I know perhaps you won't forgive me. But I still have to say sorry to you. I know that it is my fault today, but I have something to tell you.

  First of all, I am thankful for the cake you prepared. I think that you are a considerate person so you are aware that I love lemon. And I am not angry at you at all, to be honest.

  About why I hate skinship... I am sorry, quite sorry that I am sensitive to them. But I don't have the COURAGE to face this problem... Now. I still need more time to transform my mind...

  I knew that you are a good person to get along with just at the first time I saw you. And I am quite sorry that I treated you so badly. To apologize, I can buy you a cake back to show my sorry... But just don't ask me about skinship more... Thank you.

  Apologize again for my behaviors today.

Sincerely,

Kim Hongjoong


Courage? What did Hongjoong face...? What happened? Seonghwa did feel worried about Hongjoong, but he was still mad at him because he ruined his intentions for so many times. Then he just wanted to write a letter back.

After all, perhaps they wouldn't talk to each other anymore....


Hongjoong,

I see. Thank you for telling me these things. Because I find myself annoying you, I am going to move out here. And I have already found place to stay, so please just don't be sorry.

When the first time I saw you, I could feel that you are a kind, excellent man. But I don't know what you have experienced, so I have done many rude behaviors to you. Wish you can forgive me. But also I want to confess my true thoughts to you.

I DID want to be frineds with you before. BUT NOT NOW. I want to assist you in music-making, and I found that you are so attractive when making. I hope you can have good achievements in the future.

But also, I think you should learn how to express your thoughts. Not just being mad or maybe scolding others. YOU SHOULD LEARN TO TALK TO OTHERS IN A PEACEFUL WAY.

Thank you for the days I stay with you and...

Goodbye.

Best wishes,

Park Seonghwa


Seonghwa still didn't have the couage to say "I love you". He wiped his tears and bring all his package.

It was time to leave....

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