Be with you

Chapter 21: Unable to forget

"It is none of my business!", said Seonghwa. Now Kim Hongjoong was a stranger to him, no more importance.... Really?

"Why? Aren't you two roomates? Is there anything wrong?"

"Just stop fxxking asking me!" Seonghwa yelled. What happened to this man didn't matter now. Seonghwa wanted to forgive the man. Forgive everything about him. His talent, kindness and ... everything... Just stop mentioning this guy!

But the truth was that Seonghwa still couldn't forget Hongjoong.

Hongjoong did do lots of bad things to Seonghwa for sure, and he gave little respect to Hwa. But Seonghwa still had some feelings for him. He didn't know why...

Normally speaking, people didn't like to get along with those who were rude or impolite, not to mention that having been hurt by this kind of person for so many times. But now Seonghwa still couldn't clean this man out of his mind.

Also, after reading his letter, he just cared Joongie more since he knew that something bad might have happened to him...

Yeah... He still cared him. So what Hwa was doing now didn't represent his true thoughts.

Bursting into tears, Seonghwa ran out of Mingi's room and decided to find a place to clear all his mind. He felt himself acting like a weirdo, and he didn't want to talk with any person now... A place became a perfect candidate for him, the garden.

Few people wanted to go there since it was pretty far from students' dorm and classrooms, so if Seonghwa went there, he wouldn't be bothered. And then he can released all his bad feelings out....

Just when he got to the remote garden, he saw a man sitting on the grass, feeling unhappy. His clothes were so familiar to Seonghwa that gave Seonghwa a feeling that HE KNEW THIS GUY.

The guy slowly raised his head and looked at Seonghwa. He was...

"Hongjoong?" Seonghwa asked caringly. Now he wasn't angry anymore. He looked that Hongjoong sitting here lonely.

"Seonghwa?" Hongjoong said his name softly, as usual. "I am so sorry that I did so many bad things to you, you don't need to forgive..."

Seonghwa stopped Hongjoong's words by giving him a big hug. "You don't need to apologize. If you want to cry then just go do it."

Seonghwa felt like he was insane! What if Hongjoong scolded him again for SKINSHIPING? Or maybe Hongjoong hurt him again with the mean words? What was Seonghwa doing?

"Seonghwa... thank you." Hongjoong smiled to him. The crying Joongie looked like a baby and the tears shining in his eyes look like pearls.

"I think... I I .." "What?"

"Will you help me to face what I fear?"

Seonghwa was curious, so he nodded.

"Ok, then."

"I can tell you all the truth now."