Gojo x Geto

Bloodied Hands

Attention ladies, gentlemen, and everyone in between. I'm here and I'm sorry! I left you all alone for so long. I meant to post awhile back but i went to Japan. Anyway thank you for waiting. And thank you for all the love and support! This chapter isn't the best and i apologize for that and i didn't proofread it so if there's mess ups just ignore them •_• 

{Gojo}
[Geto]
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Geto POV

I cover my face with my hands. [oh Ru I'm so sorry... i just didn't want you to get hurt...] I sigh and look back and Gojo isn't there anymore. [he can't know what i did...I'm not even sure what happened..i just..lost control..] I sigh. I pull out my phone and call Yaga. He answers right away.
"I took care of the curse." I say.
"Ok. Anything bad happen? I doubt it cause it wasn't very strong but i still have to make sure." Yaga asks.
"No..." I lie and memories of the poor mans voice begging me to let him go race through my thoughts.
"Ok good." Yaga says and hangs up. I start walking towards the bar, and use my jeans to clean my hands. I sigh and look down. [...i bet Ru is so upset....] I keep walking with my head towards the ground. After a few minutes i reach the bar. I pull my keys out of my pocket and unlock my car. I look around the parking lot before i get in. [Satorus car is gone...i feel so bad...I'll apologize after i get over what i did, i don't want him to know at all. Oh Shoko and Utahime must've left too, their cars are gone as well.. i mean it is late.] I get in and start it up. I rest my head against the wheel and sigh. So many different thoughts rush through my head. I sigh again but this time it's a bit shaky. I then cry. I cry hard. I think about the white shirt the man was wearing, his brown curly hair, his scratchy voice, his tears dripping off his face and landing in the puddle of blood under him, the loud sound of his screams, the sound his muscles made when they were being ripped off his body. I think about Gojo. I think about how much fun i was having with my boyfriend at the bar and how bad i wanted to see him again. I think about how hurt Ru probably is. I think about how bad i feel for everything. I sob for a few minutes before calming down and wiping my face off with my shirt. I then start driving home. The streets are empty. I don't turn on the radio so the drive is pretty peaceful. I feel a weird sort of thump in my stomach and i pull over. I start heating up and my breathing gets heavier. I unbuckle and lean back in my chair as i breathe harshly. I wrap my arms around my stomach as pain and unease fills my body. I cuss under my breath and stumble out the door. The air feels good but it doesn't do much to cool me down. I fall to my knees and i groan in pain. I continue to cuss as i get on my hands. I'm now hyperventilating on my hands and knees on the side of the road in the darkness and all alone. I reach for my phone in my pocket and open it immediately. I open the call app and stop before i press on Satorus contact. [....i shouldn't...] I feel a lump in my stomach and groan louder. I drop my phone. [i didn't think that stupid little curse i captured earlier would be this annoying! Why can't i just get rid of it already!?] I stick my finger down my throat as far as it'll go and i tickle the side of my throat with my nail so i can try to make myself throw up. It's pretty useless because i have zero gag reflex. I push my finger down further and scrape of the insides of my throat with my nail. I pull my finger out fast and i gag. I keep doing that over and over again till i gag one final time and throw up. I puke all over the side of the road. I puke back up the orb that's grown in size from it absorbing my cursed energy from inside. I cuss loudly and swallow the orb again. A shiver goes down my spine and i swallow a few times to try to rid of the horrific taste.
"That better have done the trick." I say and stand up. I brush myself off and get back in my car. I sigh and keep driving. I pull into the school parking lot and park in my usual spot, next to Satorus white Audi. I get out of my car and lock it before walking into the school and down the hall, away from my dorm room. I stand in front of Gojos room. I listen and i can hear him crying softly. [....oh no...this is all my fault....i should've just told him the truth...but...i just don't want him to be afraid of me....] I kiss the door and head to my room. I open the door and sigh. I throw off my clothes and put them in the hamper and fall on my bed. I don't even pull the blankets over me but i fall right asleep.