While I Wait!?

13 - The choreography

"Make sure everything is filed properly for records. They are supposed to be presented.", I say on the call. In a blink of a second Sakshi was standing beside me. Unconsciously I smile at her. To my surprise she did too. I guess I made it up to her a little through that video but my girl is tough.

And even I wouldn't budge until I win her back.

I couldn't just keep looking at my girl. The urge to be near her, in her closure grew dramatically especially in these years. She looked so intimidating. So perfect.

I grew so unsuccessful in controlling my own self that I asked her,"May I help?"
She hesitated for a while but then with her head low she nodded.

Some extreme silence passed between us and then she jerked her hand away. Her face had marks of tension. I had no idea what thought crossed her but then i needed to respect that. I put some distance before asking, "Won't you forgive me", with my voice intentionally low.

"You need to earn it", she flashed her witty smirk.

I needed to act professional as well, "Then give me your number as an advance."

"Get it from Anjali.", she said with so much attitude and I already have her number.

I made one last call before I left for dinner. Everyone was sitting in groups. I heard Rahul announced that the best dance would be rewarded at the wedding and there is immense effort put by almost everyone.

I deliberately sat in a team where Sakshi is a part of. I was absentminded most of the time.

Sakshi squeaked,"Lets name us something know." A chuckle left me and Dhruv glared. He apparently claimed that he loves me so much that his life without me was nothing but hell.

Everyone was placing their ideas and my brain lightened too.

"What about Dazzlers?", I said.
Her eyes brightened and  Anjali exclaimed,"Wowww, it's a wow!"

"Don't Dazzlers feel empty?", Rahul questioned with the annoying face he made at Sakshi.

"No", a quick simple protest of Anjali. A smile formed at my face and I rubbed it immediately.
"Okay" he replied. Such a goner he is for her.
I immediately got myself indulged in the unwrapping and cleaning as all started heading back home. 

Rahul was dropping Sakshi and Anjali home.I was all relaxed. She was in safe hands late at night.

I wouldn't trust anyone for her.

Before going to freshen up I shoot her a text.

-The Next Morning-

I woke up to the site of 352 messages and lost my mind

.....

A date with my girl. After years, it feels so overwhelming.

Standing in front of my wardrobe I am wondering what to wear and there would be my girl all perfect with her choices. I don't want to fail in impressing her.

I want to carry the same charm and dress the way she likes after knowing there hadn't been any guy after me in her life makes me feel so special. I want her to feel the same.

Basically I went to her home to pick her up so we could spend more time together and she couldn't say no cuz she promised me a date.

It's actually an excuse since I wanted to show her my car. How much we spoke about cars.

I opened the door with a smile for her like a proper gentleman she always yearned for and here she goes rolling her pretty eyes. "I can do it myself and I could have reached there myself.", She murmured while sitting on the passenger seat.

That annoyed the fuck out me as I groaned, "Stop that MYSELF all the fucking time. I know you can do both of these yourself but I wanna do it for you." very rudely while fastening the seat belt.

"You should learn to not be rude."

"I went on again being rude back when you left me"

In a low voice she replied," I didn't leave you. You left."

"You didn't choose me so I left.", I saw her while these words felt bitter in my mouth.

"Stopping uttering shit. You don't know what happened. Let's not talk about it.", she roared back.

But why the heck shouldn't we talk about it! If I don't know then she must tell me! What the fuck is her problem.? What does she want? How more clearly should I indicate to her that everything isn't over and we still have many chances. I really want to give us as much effort as possible. Why the fuck doesn't she get it?

"We have to talk Sakshi to make things clear."

"Play some good music", she said so dominantly and at that moment my mind wasn't anywhere near to do what she told me to. Other times I am all there for her.

So I dont play any fucking music!

"What's your problem Arjun?", she asked, irritation existent in her voice.

"Let me know what happened!", I demanded more harshly.

Then we went silent the whole ride.

I didn't make any further conversation. How will I when she doesn't want me to tell stuff? Why would she want to talk to me? 

She's ruining it all and I am willing to fix all her mess but not right now.

 My mind is already fucked up after talking to my parents.

All they do is complain. My birth should have been a complaint as well.

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