Chapter 9: Back to you

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Recap

"W-What's all this?" Meul further pulled onto the jacket's sleeve to see multiple scratches and bruises on Siya's body. With her not fighting anymore. Her head simply hung down in shame. 

"No". Meul cried bringing her hand up to mouth.

"I never wanted this for you". She cried harder.

End of recap

Narrator's pov

"No", she cried harder as she leaned in on Siya's shoulder. Resting her forehead against it as cries of agony filled the room.

"I'm sorry! I should have protected you!"

"I'm so sorry! I'm sorry".

Siya silently cried as she watched her sister crying on her shoulder. Regret and guilt lacing in her voice.

"You should have just let my leg get cut off. Oh how am I ever going to repay you? How?" She cried and cried and cried.

"Unnie please don't say that. You don't have to repay me at all. I did what I did because that's what families do. I had to save you and I have no regrets".

Meul lifted her head to take a look at Siya who only looked away in shame. Meul's cheeks were stained with tears and eyes red from crying.

Seeing Siya avoiding eye contact killed her. It absolutely shattered her.

"Oh my baby, you're just so young. How am I ever supposed to live knowing my little sister sacrificed her dignity to save me? I can't bare it. I really can't. I can't ever repay you. I can never give your chastity back to you Siya. Once it's gone, it never comes back. And you.....I'm so sorry. Please forgive me, I failed to protect you".

The guilt was killing Meul every second. The guilt of ever bringing Siya to that club.

There was a prolonged silence as the two quietly sat, staring into the distance. Neither one speaking with various thoughts crossing their heads.

"How many?"

Siya's head turned to see Meul simply staring at her lap. Tears slowly trickling down her cheeks as she sat with a blank face.

"One".

There was a sense of relief when Meul heard Siya's answer.

"Who was it?"

The hesitation occurred from this very question. Siya was in a dilemma whether to tell Meul about the man who took her virginity or not.

"I-I don't know".

Meul slowly turned her head to take a look at Siya.

"It was a young man that's all I know".

Meul shut her eyes and let the tears go. Crying silently.

Unable to handle it, Siya slowly excused herself and went outside. Not being able to handle the intensity in that room.

The surgery took place shortly.

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