I guess I had my eyes on you since the day we met, when you stood beside me in the beginning of the year.
That day was my favourite day, 17th Feb, I still remember the date.
But you would steal glances at my friend and that made my cat listen to me vent.
And when we bumped into each other and you made my wrist bleed, I wasn't mad but glad at the deed.
I didn't mean to be rude when you apologised but I was in my nervous wreck, it's true and you liked my friend which was crystal clear.
So, i just left the place because I needed a break not from you but from the blood rushing which was not being appreciated.
Moments passed and my friend asked out your friend, and you smiled behind the pain which I couldn't comprehend.
I started to see more of you now that our friends were a thing, but we weren't still talking because I prolly was the villain and wasn't the most decent human being.
I wasn't the best at expressing my emotions which held me back and sunk our cruise.
I could feel you keeping your distance, the unusual swelling thing in my heart wasn't helping either but being a bastard deuce.
But who knew we'd cross our path after 7 years of my silent prayer and the hope that I'd gain.
Their wedding, I knew was a sign from heaven to reunite us and angel leaving the clues.
My favourite girl, in the dress hue of my favourite colour blue, looking as magical as always making me an airheaded bean.
I had a chance and be close to you, so I mustered my courage and walked towards you.
"Are you sad?" Of course, an idiot like myself said that, what could be bad if not that?
You were confused and stared at me like I was a weird lad. I deserved that.
I pretended to act cool and asked the set full of nonsense about you liking him in the past which I was hoping wasn't true.
Hint of surprise, I could see in your eyes, wonder of your feelings that you tried to hide which I knew.
When I heard that you no longer liked him, my heart made a flip and I was losing my grip. I was bursting from joy and it was hard hiding it from you. Wish only you knew.
"Hmm" I replied because my heart was making crazy noises which made it difficult for me to make a response.
"Gotta go" you said and I swear that was my fastest reflex because there's no way I'm letting you go away.
I stared at your eyes, losing myself at the depth of it. You have no idea how you have carved yourself in my space.
It's a grace🌷
