Unexpected Blossom

Boundless Desire

Gong Jun startled on what has occured nodded as he look directly through Zhehan's eyes.

"It's the truth, I lied to you? I realized you still hadn't figure out our relationship that's why, I was confused and so uncertain at that time but believe all things I did was for you, not Xiaomi."
Gong Jun states.

"At that time, we didn't really have a relationship, I don't love her, No matter how much I tried to love her I can't...the connection we have was merely for sister and brother relationship. It's a contract that changes this relationship. But even after it, I still can see her as a little sister nothing more nothing less.

Until that day,... Xiaomi change, That night I start to like her. I suddenly felt that I've been tangled, tied up to the connection I yearned of so suddenly, I thought she was still Xiaomi, but it turns out she's not. And thus the person I love.... Was you."

Zhehan listen attentively on what Gong Jun speaks, he listen closely like his ear is only hearing Gong Jun's every word. But the pain was remain unbearable. He felt that he was extremely sad and his heart was racing fast because of it.

"W-when,... I confessed my feelings, the same day I tell you my secret,...tell me, why didn't you say it? Why didn't you reveal the truth that Xiaomi is your girlfriend?, Did you feel angry, mad Hate me? Are you somehow felt betrayed?" He inquired.

"Tell me! Junjun..." He exclaimed.
"Do you ever think of getting back at me?" He inquired.

Gong Jun left speechless, he don't know what to answer to that, he indeed feel those things, he wants to get back from the pain he feels but hence his heart cannot, He cannot. The loud voice of his heart controls him. And he don't even know what it is at that time...

Gong Jun faces zhehan the tears are rolling down on his eyes. "I'm sorry," He said voice barely audible to be heard.

Zhehan look at him with the same teary eyes. "I'm sorry, yes, I'm sorry." he stated. "I also lie to you, I lied... and been lied to I have no right to judge you." Zhehan said looking all the place except Gong Jun.

Knowing what's going to occur Gong Jun shakes his head and reach out Zhehan's face he turned it over to look at him.

"Don't say anything like that, I'm truly sorry I..." Gong Jun speaks but was cut off by Zhehan.

"Do you know who's inside your heart?, whom you love? Who between me and her you love?" Zhehan inquired doomeningly. "Gong Jun....you still love her aren't you?" Zhehan stated. "If you are... Please let me go..." Zhehan said clearly and solemn as if wanting Gong Jun to consider the words.

He look at him while tears welling on his eyes, they stared at each other mirroring the same feelings of it's own.

Gong Jun even hesitant let go of Zhehan he slowly retrieve his hand. as if surrendering to Zhehan but not a second past he speaks again.

"If I were to fixed it can you wait for me?" He inquired.

Zhehan then slightly smiled looking at Gong Jun with a little hint of happiness written on his face as he speaks

" I...have wait enough,..." He states. "But it's not sound too bad if I wait a little longer to hear your answer aren't it?"

They both smiled to each other going back to the apartment they live at...

Infront of the apartment, they look once again to each other, Zhehan smiled one again as he opened and enter the door. But as he took his first step to get in Zhehan felt an extreme dizziness and headache. A surge of million memories surge in his mind as his body is getting weaker and weaker, different story different lives was the words keeps replaying on his mind like a playful voice of a monster on his inside.

He look at Gong Jun one last time, before falling out unconscious lying onto Gong Jun's arm.

"Different Story, and different lives..." said the unknown and unseen man hiding in a thick white fog.

"Where am I? Who are you?" He inquired lost in a place he can't even call one.

"I'm sorry for what I did, but the strong sense of your desire was the one who make it possible, right now, are you satisfied?" It said.

"Huh?!" Zhehan exclaimed to asked not knowing what the voice are saying.

"Strong sense of desire bounds to have selfishness and greediness, Hence it's also bounds to create a selfless self and vulnerability, as the wilting desire resides once again, boundless love will create a miracle and now that you're satisfied the miracle will stop the destiny that you've created will finally ends now, " it added.

Zhehan turned round and round as if looking where the noise came from...

" Stop wandering around, I'm not living outside, I live on your mind created by your heart and one of your soul?"

"Stop how can my own mind have consciousness?!"

"Everything can have it's consciousness, and I simply have it because you wanted me too, you don't have to do anything now than rest, remember I am you."

"G-Gong Jun? Where's Gong Jun."

"Gong Jun will live his life once again apart from you, don't worry I am but you... The memories you shared aren't fantasy it's real hence, it always lives inside you and no one from each of you will forget about that time."

"What do you mean? Who you really are?!"

"I am you, and as long as I am you...I'm also your fate." It answered.

A strong winds came washes all the fog. At the end of it. He saw a girl standing 10 steps away from him as it smile at him cheerfully.

"I hope you get what you look for Zhehan, it's time to go back."

Looking at her carefully Zhehan was left stunned. She's the girl he live as for the past 10 months.

"Zhehan, our desires meet that's why we can switch places and swapped. My desire was a freedom, I love Gong Jun very much and it pains me realizing how obsessed I've become and your desires, I don't know about it but it's look like connected to Gong Jun as well."
The girl explains. "I lose to you, looks like you've managed to make him fall for you. But no matter how perfect and wonderful the dream is it's still wasn't real..." She states.

"It's time to go back now, live with our true self." She added.

"I talk to myself earlier and she says she's my destiny, I get 10 seconds before realizing what's the meaning of it. And finally understood. If we desire so much then ourselves will lead us to that encounter without us knowing it. We both desire love from someone and yet freedom from someone, then it lead us to this moment. Fate gives you the love and fate gives me the freedom, With that our dreams had it's first step to come true but it wasn't full it's the beggining, You and Only Yourself will know and see how it last."

"You create your destiny, and destiny will give you....a miracle." By that word all the fog has lifted up and finally a door opens before them, getting them back to their true life.