That night jungkook didn't comes to his room they two hurt by different reasons the omega hurt by the alphas behaviour and the alpha hurt by his past he wanted to change some times but his heart is very stubborn he didn't want to feel the pain again jimin in other hand crying his heart out he doesn't know what happened to his alpha why he doesn't accept him as his omega his husband why but he didn't know the answer he could also feel his alphas pain he wants to make it disappear but the stubborn alpha don't let him instead he hurt him physically and verbally it's paining to the omega. the door knocking sound heared by the time he stands to go to the door with his hands drying his eyes he opens the door to his surprise Mrs Jeon stands out side of the room "mom come in mom what's happening why are you standing there in this late night you don't sleep" jimin said to Mrs Jeon and takes her in the room they goes to the couch to the window side "what happened you tell me jimin why are you crying this late night tell me son" Mrs Jeon said feeling hurt by this earlier during the dinner time jimin tells her he didn't want any food he is not hungry and jungkook also don't come to home so she wants to ask jimin what happened so she comes to his room and heared jimins crying sound she panicked she also noticed the mark on his neck "jimin baby what is this whose doing this is this jungkook he hurt you baby tell me" Mrs Jeon panicked jimin starts crying loudly hugs Mrs Jeon she patted his back " why he is not accepting me mom why he is not seeing my love! my omega felt rejected mom why! am I look ugly? am not a good person? tell me mom tell me please "he sobbing hardly "this is not son your the beautiful omega i never seen, your the best for him he never gets, your the most pure, by heart. don't think like that jimin."Mrs Jeon tells him. " Then why mom why he doesn't accept me " said jimin Mrs Jeon sighed heavily and starts to talk. " he doesn't like this in the four years before jimin he is little cold but his heart is gold he doesn't hurt anyone " with a big sigh Mrs Jeon starts.....
Yes jungkook doesn't not like this in past six years ago he is in the University he is a cold and silent by his nature that time he also trained for his upcoming leader position and CEO position he trained hard for this that time he doesn't have any tattoos he is good in everything everyone admired him many omegas wants him for their future husband some other wants him for atleast for the pleasure but he didn't want any of them. but one day one beautiful omega with long hair thin pouty lips bright brown eyed omega crossed his path at the time they both fall in love to each other. they both want to marry and mate but jungkook want to complete his studies first he introduced her to his family they all happy. They stayed in relationship in two years, by the time their both deeply in love with each other only marriage is waiting. but one day his omega was called from his parents in his hometown at the same time jungkook want to go in Japan for his training purpose but he doesn't want to go then his omega says she also wants to meet her parents place so he can also goes his training for one month. but they two had some inner trauma but both not want to feel the traumatile they think it's a big gap for them that is why they feel like that. but no it's the last time their going to see each other like a lovers.
One month passed first two days his omega called him tell him that she missed him but after that she didn't call him or attend his call he wants to go to his omega but the training was important so he waited for this end . after one month training in Japan he again called her and searched her he doesn't know where is her family lives he only knows her hometown he also asked her friends but no vail just like that she is gone.
After seven months he is not the jungkook anymore he became very cold rude his love for the omega hurt him time to time his inner alpha is also crying for her he is also connected with the omega and one day his searching comes to end yes the omega comes to his house to see him by the time Mr and Mrs Jeon is not in the mansion he sees her they stands opposite each other but he stands ther no emotions in his face because the omega his love of life has a matting mark in her neck not only a mark she has a big baby bump also he gritted his teeth she wants to explain herself to him but he doesn't listened her instead he sent her with his gourds out side of his mansion he threw the vase on the floor he threw all of the goods in the room his growls heared by the outside of mansion that is the most painful for him. That is the time he fully changed he doesn't want anyone near by him only his parents and some friends are with him the time. he changed he wants to forget her so he had many omegas betas for sex he fucked them mercilessly he doesn't have any feelings with any of them. he drinks most of the time. He also had many tattoos on his arm he wants to feel the pain in his body to forget the pain in his heart. by the time he takes his company with his father he controlled his drinking but not his night stands he doesn't want love anyone he doesn't want marry and mate he has last faith on relationship.
Mrs Jeon tells jimin all the story of his alpha he can't accept the pain his alpha going through he wants his alpha be happy but how? he doesn't know that so he wants to try to get jungkooks attention first from the thinking he sees other side of bed jungkook didn't come to his room for sleep seeing his side of the alpha the omega yawning from all crying he got tired slowly he got deep sleep.
The door opened, there jungkook with his drunken self stand there to see the omega fall asleep with little snoring he goes closer to the bed sits his side of the bed see's jimin sleeping figure his scent little sore his alpha felt his omegas pain he can see the omega has some dry tears and he can see the hand mark on his neck he ashamed himself for hurting his omega he slowly moves to jimins side to caress the omegas cheeks but removed his hands he cursed him for that he doesn't want to come out of his cold behaviour at the thought he goes to sleep.
From the morning jungkook wake up from his sleep and goes to the bathroom for getting ready for his office, for some time passes he comes out of the bathroom he sees jimin is not waking up he wants to check him because jimin is a morning person but he thinks why do he wants to do that so he changed his suit and goes to his office. after some other hour gone jimin waking in heavy headache and fever his body is very hot his head is paining very much he groaned holding his head he got up from the bed goes to the bathroom to take cold shower for control his fever and headache after some time he comes out of the bathroom feeling ok he goes ready for his office coming down stairs Mrs Jeon waiting for him in dinning table "good morning jimin how are you, feeling better? come eat breakfast, "Mrs Jeon asked with consent "good morning mom and i feel good little headache thats it" jimin said sitting in the chair and starts to eat he doesn't eat anything in yesterday so he is very hungry "oh very bad please be healthy jimin don't worry yourself with anything and don't skip your meal. if you don't then I am not talking with you ok" Mrs Jeon said with warning she doesn't want to the omega suffer because of his son "mom don't worry i am ok it's just small headache" jimin said smiled seeing her motherly love. " Oh jimin i almost forgot to tell you this, this afternoon me and your father going to Thailand for some relaxation so you want to manage the mansion your self. your father already informed jungkook about this so enjoy this alone time with your alpha and by the time we are returning i want to hear the good news from you okay " Mrs Jeon said to jimin with hope full eyes " but how can survive without you two... mmm ok go and have safe journey and enjoy your self with your alpha also " said jimin with off hearted he doesn't want to feel lonely he is not a lonely soul but he wants them enjoy their self. don't know that how he survives in the mansion with the cold rude big bad alpha.
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Fanfiction"you know that I am only yours"..then why don't you understand me?. why are you doing this to me?.-jimin jikook ff AND this is my first time writing story. and English is not my first language so please give your visit once and tell any mistake...
