All my poetry that I have written

Heal

This mainly relates to my struggle of moving on from the past. hope you like it!

Heal

A way of life it is

The thought of moving on

Putting things behind me

Realising that I am no longer as young as I was

And I am not stuck in time

I am afraid

Afraid of change

Afraid of growing up

Because I feel like I've wasted my teen years

Or I didn't experience it enough

And I am not ready

Not ready to accept that life is moving on without me

It's like I am being dragged back

A few steps behind others

Unable to be able to process the things I should

Like drive a car

Or be legally able to drink

And do adult things I haven't accustomed to

So I am afraid of a new beginning

And I am afraid to lose the memories of what was

Because It still holds a place in my heart

And I wish it didn't

Because it hurts

And if it hurts so much

Why do I hold onto it?

Why do I put myself through this?

Why can't I move on with everyone else?

I simply

Just simply

Need to heal.

And that is the hardest thing to ever overcome