Unexpected love- lauryn mccabe

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"Lauryn so do you even understand how it feels" I say as she looks down
"No but I'm so sorry" she says
"Lauryn you've broken my heart" I say
"I'm sorry" she says
"Lauryn no matter how many time you say your sorry don't change that you've slept with my best mate well not much if a mate" I say
" I know I'm so sorry alright" she says

"I wasn't thinking" she says
"You certainly wasn't thinking with your head" I say looking her up and down
"Look please" she says
"What mate" I say standing up
"YOU CHEATED ON ME LAURYN THERES NO FIXING THAT" I shout as I turn around putting my head in my hands
"I KNOW IVE NEVER LIED ABOUT IT" she shouts
"NO BECAUSE IF YOU DIDNT GET CAUGHT I WOULD OF NEVER FUCKING KNOWN" I shout as the door opens Leah and Katie walk in
"Do yous wanna stop shouting"Leah says
"YOUVE GOT NO FUCKING SAY IN THIS KEEP OUT LEAH" I shout
"Char come on" Katie says
"JUST FUCK OFF" I shout as I push past them I hear Leah answer the door as someone pushes in I walk through as my eyes meet ruby all I felt was anger as I punch her she falls to the floor this time I hit her again harder as Leah tries to pull me off I shove her away as she falls into the wall I punch ruby again as Leah and Lauryn then all attempt to drag me off her
"FUCK JUST GET OFF HER" lauryn shouts as I punch her again
"OH DEFEND YOUR SLUTTY SIDE PEICE" I say as I punch her once more as Katie helps dragging me off
"YOU SLUT" I shout as Leah attempt to push me off her I shove Leah again the wall
"I'm sorry" she says as I see Leah looking upset
"What" I say
"You just shoved me into the wall and went for me" Leah says
"Also Katie why the fuck did you not help" lauryn says
"Bc that slag deserves it" Katie says
"Get out my house and if you go to the police it won't just be Charlotte smacking you an I clear" Leah says grabbing her by the T-shirt as she nods
"I said am I fucking clear" Leah says
"Ye-yeah" ruby says as she leaves
"Your a joke" lauryn says
"Your a cheater" I sneer
"Seriously sort yourself out" lauryn says
"It's your fault you fucked her" I say
"And I'm fucking sorry do you not understand" she says
"I love you Charlotte I really do" she adds
"If you really loved me Lauryn if you really fucking loved me you wouldn't of cheated" I say
"This is what she's been trying to tell you" Katie says
"Before she came over she texted
me saying if I didn't fuck her once she would make your life a living hell" she says as I felt my heart sink.
"What?" I say as Lauryn stands there with tears in her eyes Katie hugs her as I sigh
"You fucked her in my room aswell Lauryn you said she only made you once" I say
"I'm sorry" she says
"Right so the second time was a choice" I say as she nods
"Get out please" I say
"No char I'm sorry" she says
"Please just get out" I say holding my head in my hands
"Im sorry I love you" she says as her and Katie leave I sigh as Leah hugs me
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you le" I say
"Your all good" she says as Iay on her
I lay my older sisters arms wrapped around me I remeber how this was Leah in my position less then 2years ago
"I can't loose Lauryn" I say
"I know how you feel" Leah says as the door knocks again it was Lauryn I sigh
"Erm we just saw ruby-" lauryn starts
"Don't bring that slags name up again" i say standing up
"Okay okay." Lauryn says
"She suggested I should work things out with you" she says as I felt a lump in my throat
"There isn't no working this back out again Lauryn" I say taking a breath
"Me and Katie are gonna go but if we hear any shouting we'll be back just talk it out" Leah says as we nod they leave
"I love you and I'm so sorry" lauryn starts
"I love you to and I can forgive you but I can't forget this" she says
"Erm the second time was also forced.." she says tears in her eyes as I hug her tightly.
"I'm sorry" I say

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