Sing for Me

This is Hollywood

It was the last day on set, and they were filming all the last-minute scenes, and touching up some stunts. That's all that was on the schedule today. Which means I had nothing to do but sit and watch Cooper Howard be sexy.

The set bell rings and the buzz of people moving around begins again. I stand from my chair and slide next to Cooper as he reads over the very last rewrite. "Hi." I smile at him.

Cooper nods and turns away, ignoring me completely. I felt a pain in my heart, "Cooper." I move in front of him again, and he steps away. "What are you doing?" I ask in concern.

He lowers the script from his face, a glare in his eyes. "Trying to work, if you don't mind." I blink at him, he's never once been so rude towards me. "I'm sorry?" "Go on. Be useful somewhere else." I back away slowly from him, going back to my chair and sitting down. Embarrassment eating away at my core. Did I do something wrong?

Cooper continued to ignore me the rest of the day. He ditched lunch on set, wouldn't speak to me at the crew meeting, and practically ran away when I tried to catch him when everyone was dismissed.

I catch him right when he is exiting his trailer. "Cooper. Hey, I'm sorry if I did anything to make you upset. I wish you would talk to me." Cooper stares at me with dead eyes. "You want to talk?" I nod, "I would love to." "Alright, let's talk. This thing we have is over. We wrapped filming and I'm not too interested in keeping you leashed up anymore. So you're free to do whatever the fuck it is you do." He pushes past me.

I scoff, shock consumes me. "What? What the fuck?" "Wasn't that hard to comprehend, honey." His nicknames now have been laced with venom. "You said-" "I said a lot of shit to get into your pants. Grow up, dollface. This is Hollywood. How else did you think you'd get to the top? Did you think I'd put my neck out for you for free? Get you cast in every film just out of the kindness of my heart? All you were was a good time."

I stride up to him, slapping him across the face, "Fuck you, you mother fucker." I spit in his face, tears flowing, a mixture of rage and despair seeping through. The crew now standing still as well watching the outburst. I back away from him quickly, running to my trailer and locking myself inside.

I knew it. I knew this was just a game. A time waster for him. How could I let myself fall so easily? I fall to the floor balling. I cradle myself as I choke on my sobs.

~

How long has it been since that happened? Weeks? Months? Who fucking knows at this point. It's been long enough that the press tour is getting ready to begin and they're requesting for my appearance.

"You have to go, you're one of the leads," Louis argues from the foot of my bed as I eat another scoop of ice cream. "No, I don't." I lick the spoon clean before grabbing the bottle of wine from my bedside table. Louis watches in disbelief as I turn the bottle up and down half. "Oh my god. You need some serious help." I glare at him, my hair falling out of his bun as I shake my head at him. "You know what? If you're going to be rude you can leave."

"Oh, I'm going to be rude." Louis flips the blanket off of me, revealing my two-day-old pajamas. He shakes his head, "this is a crime."

He rips me from the bed and ushers me into the bathroom. "We're going out tonight. I'm sick of seeing you cry over a 50-year-old man. You're in your fucking prime and you're in here drowning yourself in wine like a depressed benzo wife. Scrub your ass, brush your teeth, and put some makeup up because tonight we are getting you out of this mess. I'm calling Heather and her boyfriend."

I groan as he pushes me into the large bathroom. "I don't want to!" "Well, you're going to. You can still get drunk but you're doing it in style and with some friends."