Untold Feelings - Yoonmin

6.

Yoongi walked into his house smiling from ear to ear. He dropped his stuff by his desk and walked out of his room, walking up to his mom.

"Hi mom" he chirped only for her to whip around to reveal her bruised up face.

"You fucking told him didn't you?!" His mom yelled in his face, grabbing his hair and dragging him to the kitchen.

"What are you talking about?" Yoongi asked as he began to worry.

"You told my boyfriend that I'm still with your dad!" She screamed as she switched on the stove, putting it on the highest setting.

"M-mom what are you doing" he asked as the panic set in, he tried to wiggle out of her grasp but she only hit him when he did.

"Mom please" he begged with tears welling his eyes

"No, you're gonna take the punishment, you see what you caused me?! My boyfriend beat me because you couldn't keep your mouth shut!"

"Mom I promise I didn't, please let me go" he pleaded when she hovered his hand over the burning hot stove.

"Shut up"

"Please mommy" he started to cry as the heat began to burn off layers of skin.

"Keep your hand there, don't even think about moving" she said harshly

Yoongi sobbed and tried everything he could to take his hand away from the horrible sensation but gave up in the end, knowing that he'd be left alone once the punishment was over. She kept his hand there for what felt like an eternity before she finally pushed him aside and scoffed.

"You sound like a fucking sissy, why don't you grow a pair. I raised a man not a fucking fag"  Yoongi whimpered on the floor, tightly gripping his arm in attempt to stop the pain. He laid there for a while before getting up and running cold water on the burn, then wrapping it up with gauze. It looked bad, between a second and third degree burn. This wasn't the first time this has happened though, so Yoongi wasn't new to the treatment he would need. He tried his best to stop crying and decided it'd be best if he didn't go to school the next morning. He just worried what Jimin would think. How would he lie his way out of explaining this? But his mind kept going back to the original question... What would Jimin think? Would he think he's weak for letting it happen... No. No he wouldn't...Yoongi remembered why he first fell for Jimin...

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2 years ago
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It was heavily raining and Yoongi was waiting outside the school for his mom to pick him up. It was already 7 and school ended at 4. He had just been 'punished' the night before so his face had a large gash on it that happened to reopen when some older kids started to pick on him. So there Yoongi sat, alone, cold, and bleeding in the rain. He softly started to cry and angrily wiped his tears. He hated crying, it made him feel weak. That's when a short little freshman walked out of the school with a wide smile, only for it to be brought into a frown when he saw the crying sophomore.

"Are you okay?" The younger asked with wide eyes.

"Go away" Yoongi said harshly

"I don't think that's a good idea, you're bleeding" Jimin informed but Yoongi scoffed.

"Really? I had no fucking clue" he said sarcastically.

"Do you want a bandaid? I think I have one. It might not be ideal but it's something" Jimin said as he held his umbrella and tried to search through his bag. He was a clumsy mess. But a cute clumsy mess.

"No..I should be going home soon"

"What happened? If you don't mind me asking"

"Just roughhousing.." Yoongi lied

"Are you in a sport? Is that why you're here so late?"

"You ask a lot of questions don't you? But no, I'm not in anything " Yoongi said with a raspy chuckle. Jimin looked down as a soft blush spread across his cheeks. Yoongi smiled.

"Y-yeah it's a problem" he said as he looked at his feet.

"Min Yoongi" he said while extending his hand for a handshake. The younger blushed deeper but shook his hand.

"Park Jimin"

"Some seniors were fucking with me" Yoongi confessed

"What?"

"The cut, some seniors hit me" Yoongi said ashamed, Jimin's eyes widened before he made an angry face

"Well you know what, fuck them, they're just a bunch of jerks that are probably gonna end up working for you anyways" Jimin said confidently causing Yoongi to burst out laughing, showing off his gummy smile.

"You are like the last person I expected to curse"

"Why, you don't think I look like a badass?" Jimin puffed out his chest in a joking manner and Yoongi laughed harder.

"No, you look young, what year are you?" Yoongi added

"Freshman" he said quietly.

"I'm a sophomore"

"Oh you're my Hyung, sorry for being rude" the younger said as he bowed, only to get soaked by the rain when he did so. Yoongi laughed at the younger.

"Oh I just realized, you're getting soaked, do you wanna get under the umbrella with me? It's not that big but it'll work" Jimin offered but Yoongi shook his head.

"I'm already wet, there's no point" Jimin laughed

"True" he said as a car began to approach them.

"Ah that's me, bye Hyung it was nice meeting you"

"Bye Jimin..." Yoongi muttered as the younger went into his car.

End flashback
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Yoongi smiled as he remembered the first time they met. Jimin was so pure and sweet even when he was an asshole. So he stopped worrying about what Jimin would think. A little bit at least. Because he knows - scratch that - he hopes that Jimin will understand. But after having admired the boy for all these years..he's sure about one thing. Jimin would never judge him without knowing the full story first.