Untold Feelings - Yoonmin

4.

1 week later
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Jimin's Side

It had now been a week since Jimin asked Jungkook out and they were going pretty well. But one thing circled Jimin's mind often. Where had his admirer gone. Why hasn't he shown up in a week? Did he find out that Jimin was dating Jungkook? Obviously Jimin didn't care about Yoongi in that way, but could he not worry for the boy? He shook the thought away but it quickly resurfaced when he and Taehyung walked into their first period and the familiar boy was not their once again.

"Do you know what happened to yoongi?" He abruptly asked.

"Ummmm no, I heard he got like super mega jealous when you asked Jungkook out though. Someone even said they saw him leave the cafeteria crying!" Taehyung laughed out but Jimin didn't find it funny.

"Do you think hes okay?"

"Why do you care? You have Jungkook, and he.was a weirdo anyways"

"Regardless of however he was, he is a human with feelings"

"You're too nice jiminshi"

Jimin rolled his eyes, he decided he would just stop by Yoongi's house just in case after school..

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After School
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"Sooo... Wanna hang out?"

"Can't, I'm busy?"

"With what?" Taehyung huffed.

"Something"

"What something?"

"Nothing"

"Ughhh you're so boring! Fine I'll just go home and binge watch sailor moon"

"Bye Tae" Jimin said with a laugh.

"Bye Jimin" Taehyung said with a sigh.

Jimin smiled before he began walking in the direction of Yoongi's house. It had taken some time but after about an hour and lots of asking around he got Yoongi's address. It wasn't weird, he just wanted to do a welfare check.. so he walked for a while before he finally saw the nice little house. He smiled and nervously knocked on the door.

It took a minute but a woman smoking a cigarette finally opened the door.

"Who the fuck are you" she asked bluntly, surprising Jimin a little.

"O-oh I'm park Jimin, I'm here for yoongi.."

The rude woman rolled her eyes and turned around.

"Yoongi it's for you!" She shouted before walking away, leaving the door open and Jimin unsure if he was supposed to walk in or not.

He decided not to and waited for Yoongi until he finally saw the boy approaching the door, confused. He didn't look well, he clearly lost weight and looked exhausted.

"Yoongi hyung..." The younger muttered and Yoongi's eyes shot open as he finally looked at who was there.

"Jimin...." He quickly breathed out.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to see if you were doing okay, you haven't been coming to school.."

Yoongi's heart ached at the younger's words. He hated how considerate he was, it was making everything so difficult. Yoongi opened his mouth to respond but was cut off by shouting from his parents. He looked down ashamed and embarrassed.

"Why don't we talk out here.." Jimin suggested and Yoongi nodded.

"I..um..I just haven't been feeling well so I've been staying home" the lie felt wrong as at left his mouth but to be fair..he wasn't necessarily lying.. he felt sick, but from heartbreak...

Jimin awkwardly nodded.

"You're sick?" He questioned further.

"N-no, just haven't been feeling well... mentally" Yoongi's voice got quieter the more he spoke, regretting his response the moment it left his mouth.

"J-just forget I said that-"

"No, it's fine, I get it" Yoongi wanted to yell at him that he had no idea. But he didn't. Because he loved him, and didn't want the boy to see him as an uncontrollable psychopath.

"Right.."

"You can always talk to me Hyung, I know we aren't close but I'd like to be your friend"

"What would you want to be friends with me?" Yoongi asked, his voice sounded hurt but stern leaving Jimin speechless.

"Because.. despite all the rumors about you..I think you're cool, y'know?" Yoongi cracked a smile for the first time in over a week, a tint of blush covering his pale face.

"You really think so?"

"I know so" Jimin said with a big thumbs up.

"Thanks...this means a lot"

"Anything for a friend"

Ouch. That hurt. A lot. He knew he was lucky to even get that title but he decided it was better than before. He felt greedy for wanting more. So he just smiled and nodded.

"Do you wanna stay for dinner? It's getting kinda late.. and I feel bad if you came here for me and left with nothing."

Jimin smiled at the generosity but then remembered the shouting that came from the house prior and decided it was best to not invade.

"I'm fine, thank you though Hyung, and remember, I'm always here if you need to talk" Jimin said as he started to walk away.

"I will thank you jiminshi!" Yoongi shouted back as he could no longer hide the big gummy smile on his face. Maybe things would look up...

As for Jimin, he was happy that he no longer felt responsible for the elders disappearance, or disappointment. Maybe it was selfish but Jimin felt at peace now... And that's all that matters...