Emily Lineker the daughter of Gary Lineker, she has a daughter called Gracie but she didn't grow up with a father figure at all as she is deaf. Emily always thought she wouldn't find the one for her and her daughter...
Until one day...
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It's been a couple months since I lost the baby and I've stayed in England with my dad as I just haven't been myself at all.
And Lando hasn't messaged me or called me at all.
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Flash back
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I've been at Bens house for a while and I needed to pee but when I peed I looked down and saw blood.
"Ben!" I shouted from the bathroom, he came running up.
"Em you okay?" He asked me confused, I shook my head no.
"I think I've lost the baby" I told him while crying.
"Okay umm, I'll drive you" he said to me.
Once we got back as Conor and his girlfriend stayed to look after Gracie for me, when we got the hospital and they told me I lost the baby.
I just wanted to cry so much, but lando wasn't there with me.
I tried to call him again, "not answering still?" He asked me, I just shook my head no and started to cry.
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End of flashback
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Lando he still doesn't know that we lost the baby as he hasn't answered my calls or texts.
But my dad told me to go out for the day so I decided to go to Max's house as he said to me to come over whenever.
When I got there I knocked and walked in, I also haven't told max nor Pietra about the baby.
Ever since I've met them I've gotten so close to them both.
I sat down with them as we talked for a bit, "so when is lando coming over then?" I asked them out of the blue.
They both looked at me like I was crazy, "why I thought he would know?" Max asked me confused.
"Uhh no he hasn't text me or called me in a few weeks" I told them.
"That's not like him at all" he told me.
"that's what I thought, I tried calling him multiple times but he wouldn't answer" I said to him, while tearing up.
"Hey em what's wrong?" Pietra asked me.
"I umm, I lost the baby" I told them both, "he doesn't even fucking know" I added on.
I put my head into my hands and started to cry as Pietra and max started to hug me.
I stayed there till I had to go back to Gracie once I got back and I was making myself some food, but then heard the door go.
I ran over to the door and opened it to see Lando standing there, "I'm sorry" is all I could say to him as I hugged him.
"Why are you sorry" he asked me confused.
I looked up to him as I started to cry he wiped my tears away, "I lost the baby" I told him.
All he did was hug me to comfort me and me being in his arms I felt safe again.
After a while we were sat on my dads couch and my dad came through, "Emily why don't I have Gracie for the night so you two can spend some time together" my dad said while he came walking through.
"Are you sure dad?" I asked him.
"Yes Em" he told me.
Lando he gave me a smile, "you want to?" I asked him.
"Let's go" he said to me as he gave me a kiss.
Lando he then drove back to his house, he recently got his on place in the uk so we got back to his and there was boxes everywhere.
As we haven't had time to unpack.
But we just chilled and cuddled up and ended up falling asleep on the couch.
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Sorry I haven't uploaded this book in 6 months just haven't had any ideas at all.
