"𝙏𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡. 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙞𝙩" Mr Jeon's word lingered on my skin and ignited me.
The feeling that comes when you know the risks, when you know one move and everything would go downhill, yet you're ready to risk...
A/n: Play song 'do I wanna know' by Arctic monkeys from the playlist. If this chapter gets 1k reads and 400+ votes by tomorrow night I'll post three chapters (9, 10, 11) by 9pm ist.complete the goals and unlock the chapters.
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J U N G K O O K
CHOI Y/N WOULD BE THE DEATH OF ME.
By death, I didn't only mean stopping the breath from my lungs and halting my heart to pump the blood.
She would be the death of my sanity, the death of my control.
My hand twisted the paper weight for the nth time kept on the wooden desk of my office, the rotating tip was making a weird sound produced due to the friction between the glass material and wooden surface. Whereas my thoughts were clouded by the incident that happened last night.
Last night and her…
I stopped the paper weight and gripped it tightly in my palm, soon leaving it after a second. I opened my right palm and those marks came into my vision. Marks of my own nails that I dug into my skin last night, just to not let me lose control over myself.
I came forward, putting back both my feet on the surface to hold still as if the land beneath me was slipping away. Pulled the chair closer to the desk and rested my elbows on the table. Dropping my gaze back on my hand and on those red-purple marks of nails.
These marks were evidence about the fact that I was losing my sanity. I was just a minute away from losing the grip of reality. Because never in my sane mind would I have thought about turning around and lifting up that white t-shirt of hers last night.
I would have never thought of pinning her on the wall behind her, I would have never thought of kissing and licking her breasts and to take her right at that moment.
I would have never. But I did. All of it.
Everything came to my mind when she stood in front of me, when her innocent eyes darted on me not having a single hint about my thoughts that were nowhere near innocent. I was on the verge of ruining her, I shouldn't have thought about her that way. In fact I shouldn't even allow myself to have such thoughts about my student. Even now sitting in my office I shouldn't think about her but she had taken over my mind.
I formed a tight fist and rested my body back on the chair, closing my eyes and taking deep breaths. I wanted to take her out of my mind but it was getting hard for me to not think about her. Her wet hair falling over her shoulders, those fine lips that parted when she saw me, eyes that got enlarged with shock and her body, I wanted to hold her in my arms last night.
Her perky nipples were visible behind the thin fabric of her t-shirt and only the Gods in heaven knew how much I held back myself from lifting her shirt up and taking those hardened nipples between my teeth. She was driving me insane last night and she didn't even know it.
