I was going to be a dad. I could've been a dad. There wasn't any movement. Usually, she'd feel around for any movement. But there was none. I had a feeling that the baby was dead 3 days ago when I couldn't hear anything.
Supposedly, it wasn't our fault the doctor said. But it probably was. “We were both stressed. I had to many sponsorships and I got nervous and I got mad and my head hurt that one time!” Soojin ranted. I tried comforting her but it wouldn't work. I felt so useless. It's not like I could have the child for her, or atleast soothe her pain. I was just there.
But that ultrasound confirmed my thoughts. I wish they never were true. I keep looking at it, hoping. That maybe, even if its for an instant, that it would change. That iur child was actually alive! I felt so empty. I could've had a baby girl. Or a baby boy. I don't even know because they were taken away from me.
A baby that could've been born, my baby. Is dead. I held the clothes the baby would've worn, it felt soft, just like Soojin's belly.
I cried.
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Sorry about the depressing chapter, I just thought it'd make the story a little more real since sometimes these things happen. Don't worry, there's not that much Angst! I hope you're enjoying this story so far my loves, see you guys next week!
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It's the little things
Fanfiction!Seojun x Soojin True Beauty fanfic! A newlywed Seojun journals down his daily life with his wife, Soojin and the little moments they share together for their future kids to read.
