Oh! And if it isn't obvious already, Soojin is pregnant. I was going to ask the gender, but I didn't because, well, no reason. I guess I want it to be a surprise? Or maybe I don't want it to be a boy? What if I have a boy and then I die?
Just like my dad.
Then they'd be just like me
I'm just a little scared.
No, I'm incredibly scared. I don't want to hurt them. Maybe if I’m alive I'll be a bad father and then they get upset? What if I fail? But Soojin reassured me. “You'll be a perfect dad!” She beamed. And her smile removes all of my worries.
Well, most of them. Its not like miscarriages are only for a specific month in time, they can happen randomly. One day your baby is alive and the next they're dead. So i slept with my head on Soojin's stomach last night. It was comforting to hear my baby wriggling around, running back and forth.
They kicked me in the eye, but that's okay, It was precious. It hurt like hell, but it was precious.
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It's the little things
Fanfiction!Seojun x Soojin True Beauty fanfic! A newlywed Seojun journals down his daily life with his wife, Soojin and the little moments they share together for their future kids to read.
