Why Didn't You Stop Me? - Wenclair

Enid's Notebook (Page 4)

I don't think I like Ajax anymore... He's barely at school anymore and when he is he doesn't talk to me... Maybe I should get over him and move on. And I haven't felt those butterflies in a while for him, maybe I am falling out of it... It still hurts to have him ghost me though.I wonder if somethings going on.

And my mom keeps trying to text me about the conversion camp! I blocked her for now. I'll wolf out when I'm ready! I don't even know how to feel since my mom came to campus.... I definitely don't like Ajax anymore... I don't even know if I like guys anymore...

And I had no idea my mom was that batshit crazy but whatever I'm rambling... I'm in the courtyard rn and it's supposed to storm I'm gonna go inside now into my dorm. Signing off.

WEDNESDAY POV

She was questioning her sexuality? Hmmm weird... Well it was about time she stopped focusing on him anyway at that point. She seemed very angry about the conversion camp... I guess I see where she was coming from... I notice a singular tear running down my face, I quickly wipe it off with my thumb. Am I crying? What? It must have been something in my eyes there's no way I'm crying right? I stare at the notebook for a second as another tear streams down my face. Why? I wipe it off, thankfully no more tears welled up after that but why am I crying anyway? There's nothing sad why am I being a baby? Showing emotion... who the fuck do it think I am? Whatever I'm gonna keep reading... There's not much left written...