LHS|| Over Me

Ep 10

Time skip to about a month later

Things have not been that great at this point. After that one fight with Jin we have been fighting more often and it is starting to get unhealthy. He blows his jealousy way out of proportions where it isn't fair to me. Work has been good but busy. Me and Heeseung are in a good place right now. I have decided to give him a second chance, as he has regained my trust. I even tell him about Jin, and the sudden change. One thing I remember about Heeseung from high school is that he is really easy to talk to, he will listen to all your struggles and let you vent. One of the things I liked about him. The family has been good, apparently Sunghoon is getting married in about three months and I am so excited for him. This morning I arrived at the office in a bad mood, because prior to arriving, me and Jin had another fight. Later throughout the day at around 7PM Jin called me and started yelling at me for something else. I wanted to cry. This wasn't the Jin I used to love. Unless this is the real Jin, I just didn't see it before. I feel abused. I arrived back at my desk and started to bang on my keyboard. I was slowly reaching my breaking point with Jin. we don't even sleep together anymore everything is a mess. Heeseung looked over at me and walked up to my desk. "Woah I think that keyboard is dead already, don't gotta keep killing it." he said, chuckling. I looked up at him and gave him a death glare. "I'm not in the mood Lee." he fake gasped. "Woah, since when were we on a last name basis? What's on your mind?" I sighed and let it all out. "I'm sorry you are going through all that. You still don't know what instigated the change in him?" I shook my head.

Heeseung's POV

This is my chance.

Sooha's POV

I got up out of my chair to stretch out, I needed to get this out of my system. Because of all the stress I have been feeling so tight lately. "What if you dump the man giving you all that pain and get back together with me." I looked at him like he was crazy. "Are you kidding me Lee, I've moved on from you." I scoffed. That was a complete lie. The more I was mistreated by Jin the more I thought about Heeseung, the more I missed him as my boyfriend. The more old feeling started to resurface. He isn't serious is he? He slowly started to walk near me so my only reaction was to walk backwards. That was until my back hit the wall. He looked at me with those eyes of his, the ones that were always able to see right through me. "Trust me, I know you aren't over me." I stared at him for a long while. My emotions got all mixed up in my head, I kept looking at his lips. That was when I said fuck everything my life is falling apart right now. I smashed my lips against his soft ones. He kissed me back with the same passion as I did, proving to me that the love he said he felt for me was always there. The sexual tension was always there between us in that office, and it was a possibility that I made it worse by doing this. But I've forgiven Heeseung, I believe that he could be given a second chance. That he could be the one that will make me happy again, because recently I've felt anything but happiness. And recently he has been there for me when I really needed him. At this point I know I am cheating but I can't help the emotions I am feeling right now. I need to feel loved right now, and Heeseung has always known how to do that. At that point we were making out in our office for about 15 minutes. The building was starting to close. Heeseung grabbed my hand. "You are coming home with me, not him." I looked at him, I saw the fiery passion in his eyes when he looked at me. "But what do I tell him, he is going to kill me if I don't say anything and don't come home." "Just tell him that your coworker was sick and asked you to look after her overnight or something. I am not letting you go back to his house." I did just as he said. Grabbed my bag and jacket and ran out of the building with him. We ran to his car and he drove to his house. As soon as we got there and the doors opened I threw my bag and jacket on the couch and we started to make out again. In the middle of it he carried me upstairs to his room as quickly as possible. Then that was when I really cheated. The next morning I woke up thinking this was all a dream. That Jin wasn't abusing me, and that me and Heeseung never actually did anything, but it wasn't a dream. I was really at Heeseung's house. In his bed. Both our clothes are on the floor. I looked to my right to see him there sleeping peacefully with me in his arms. He looked so handsome. I missed this so much. I now realize that the resurfacing feelings for him are real and they are strong. I really love him again. It was a Saturday where we didn't have to go to work. So I just nuzzled my head into his chest. This brought back more memories from high school. Hopefully we can make new ones. After a while I started not being able to sleep anymore so I opened my eyes. There to see Heeseung looking at me with pure love in his eyes. "How did you sleep?" " amazing. The best sleep I've had in months. I got to feel a body next to me. Which is something I don't experience anymore." he moved some strands of my hair out of my face and stroked my arm. "I'm sorry for all that is happening to you. You deserve better. And not a life full of pain. Come on, let's get up, I'll make you some breakfast, feel free to take anything from the closet." He kissed my forehead and got up out of bed. I grabbed his arm. He looked back. "Can we cuddle a little afterwards? Because I have to go back to him.'' He looked at me with sadness and pity in his eyes. "Of course. I don't want you to leave yet." he kissed me on the head. He then put on a pair of shorts and made his way downstairs. I got up and used the bathroom. Afterwards I looked through his closet to find a shirt to wear, I found this nice black hoodie in there so I decided to put it on. It was so comfy and smelled like him. That feeling of safety returned. After that I went and put my panties back on and was about to walk out of the room when Heeseung walked in with a tray of food. "Go sit back in bed, you can eat there." I hugged him. "Heeseung, you always know how to treat me well. I can't thank you enough for everything." he smiled his beautiful smile as I sat back down in bed. "Of course, you will always be very important to me. And I care about you a lot." I smiled at him. I haven't heard someone say that to me in a long time. I started eating and omg it tasted so good. "Heeseung this is amazing oh my god!" I started moaning while eating. He laughed at me. "Glad you like it!" After breakfast I just laid in his arms. "Heeseung I have to go back now, he is going to get suspicious." he looked at me. " I don't want you to go. You don't belong there, you belong here." he nuzzled his face in my neck. He looked up at me and saw a tear fall out of my eye. He wiped it with his thumb. I smiled at him. We laid in his bed for a while but then I realized the time. "Heeseung, I really have to go. He is going to get angry and suspicious." he nodded and helped me collect my clothes from off the floor. I took off his hoodie and started to change into the clothes I had on yesterday. "Fuck Heeseung you ripped my shirt." I showed him the ripped off top two buttons exposing my boobs a bit too much. He chuckled lightly, scratching the back of his neck. "Oh that's my bad, what if you take the hoodie with you and just say that the coworker you were watching had a cold house and they let you take home the hoodie?" "ok, I hope he believes it.'' We went downstairs and I grabbed my bag from off the couch, from where I threw it yesterday. We walked outside and I got in his car. Then he drove me back to work to get my car. Once we arrived I began to get out of the car. "Heeseung, thank you for last night. You made me feel the feelings I've been missing for so long." I waved and began to walk to my car until I felt a light grab on my wrist. I looked back at Heeseung. "What if we keep doing this?" I looked at him confused. "what ? hook up?" he nodded. I stood there in silence for a moment. Should I really do that? I know it's wrong. But he treats me so much better than Jin does. I could tell he cares. And besides, I already cheated. "sure."