Ep 12

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I got in my car and drove home. I am really going to miss Heeseung these two days. I don't want to sleep there with Jin. I don't know what's going to happen but I can talk to Sunghoon. I got home and instantly my anxiety was up. I saw Jin. "get packing." That's all he said to me. So I silently did so. I finished up and went to bed, in my bed not his. I decided to text Heeseung before I went to bed because I didn't want to get caught facetiming or calling him. So I wrote. "Hey Seungie, I'm going to bed now, alone. I'm really going to miss your body next to me and sleeping in your arms while leaning on your chest. But it's only for two days. As soon as I get back after work we can do whatever you would like:) I already miss you. Goodnight I love you so much <3" I sighed. I do already miss him. A lot. I then got a notification that he texted back. I read it. "I don't know if I will be able to sleep here alone without you, here next to me in my bed. Under my sheets, in my clothes, in my arms:( Sweetheart I already miss you so much pls get there safe and come back soon so I can hug, kiss and shower you with love again! I can tell even my bed misses your presence:((( forget it when you get back, after work we will have the best time of your life sweetheart;) Sleep well sweetheart! I love you too, so much!" I smiled at his message. Then I put my phone to charge and went to sleep. The next morning I heard a banging on my door. I woke up immediately due to the loudness of it. I looked up and saw Jin leaning on the door. "Get ready to go, we are leaving soon." he then walked out. I sighed. I'm missing Heeseung's kindness, and definitely his hugs and kisses right now. I got up and looked through my closet to find something to wear. Since I was missing Heeseung I decided to wear one of his hoodies that I have in my closet. I decided to wear my favorite blue 25 hoodie, it was still big and comfortable, and still smelled like him, and the feeling of home. Once I slipped that on with a pair of black leggings I grabbed my suitcase, bag, phone and walked out of my room. I walked out of the house and put my stuff in the car and sat in the passenger's seat. Three minutes later Jin put his stuff in the car and got into the car and started driving. I didn't want to talk to him so I decided to text Heeseung. I wrote: "Seungie, I'm leaving for Seoul now... I am really missing your hugs, kisses, and kindness right now. These two days better fly by. I'm wearing your 25 hoodie. Like you are with me. I miss you already. I love you my bambi boy." After I sent the message I decided to take a nap. I didn't want to be in that car with Jin.

I woke up which felt like a short time but I looked at the gps and we are about 5 minutes away. I looked at my phone to see a text from Heeseung. I opened it and read: "aw man you're leaving already:( I didn't want you to leave yet!! Please I am missing your everything right now, your hugs, your kisses, your presence, your love everything. I'm glad you're wearing the hoodie, I will always be with you through it, I haven't seen you wear it since high school, I want to see you wear it again with my own eyes!! I miss you so much! I will tell you what you miss at work. Come back soon my dear. I love you too my sweetheart<3 I will always be your bambi boy." I started to get a little emotional in the car from his message. I can't, I miss him so much. We have now arrived at my parents house, this is where we are staying for the wedding, Sunghoon is also sleeping here too. We grabbed our stuff and made our way to the door. He put his hand around my waist. I flinched when he did so, he never touches me, unless it's for other reasons. He came close to my ear which worried me "act normal." I gulped. Then he knocked on the door. Soon the door opens revealing Sunghoon. "Hi Sunghoon, good to see you again!" Jin said going to hug him. So fake. I could tell Sunghoon was confused as he was looking at my hoodie, remembering where it was from. I hugged him too. "Come on in guys." he came behind me and whispered in my ear. "What are you wearing?" then I whispered in his ear. "I need to talk to you about something." he nodded and brought me up to his bedroom. I tapped Jin. "I'll be right back, Sunghoon wants to talk to me about something." he eyed me weird but he nodded. We walked into his room and I locked the door. I sat down next to him on his bed. "Why are you wearing Heeseung's hoodie? I thought you were over him." I sighed. "It's a long story. So long story short about my job, me and Heeseung are co-CEOs. I was upset about it at first but he apologized and told me what really happened. It took me some time but I forgave him. So on the day of my interview me and Jin had a fight, about pictures of Jungwon, and me keeping the box of Heeseung's stuff. As time went on me and Jin have been having some problems. We get into fights all the time, we don't sleep together, he abuses me sometimes, he is always jealous and always puts it against me. One day Jin fought with me over the phone and I wanted to cry, and Heeseung was able to help." he cocked an eyebrow. "And how did he do that?" "well we slept together..." his eyes widened. "You slept with Heeseung?!" I nodded. "What! I needed to feel loved, I hadn't in months and he offered to help me." "So you had sex with your ex?" "Yes, I know that isn't great but he made me feel better." He sighed. "But there's more." he looked back up at me. "So me and Heeseung have been hooking up for three months..." his eyes widened. "You've been having sex with Heeseung for three months?! And Jin knows nothing?!" I shook my head. "He's always known how to love me right and how to make me feel special and take care of me." he looked very shocked. "Oh, and yesterday we may or may not have agreed to start dating again." somehow his eyes widened even more. "Are you serious?! So you have two boyfriends now?" I nodded. "But Jin doesn't treat me right anymore. He threatened me this morning and yesterday if I didn't act normal around you guys." "wow ok this is a lot to take in. I just want to start with this: you shouldn't be cheating. You shouldn't have two boyfriends at the same time. It's just wrong. And I am very disappointed in Jin, he said he would protect you, and he is the one hurting you, so i can see why you did it. Heeseung was a good guy before the whole drama that went on between you two. He treats you well and I always liked that about him. However, that doesn't make it right for you to cheat. You break up with one and not the other." "I understand that but I don't know what Jin will do to me." "Ok, I can support your relationship, but that means you have to end it with Jin." I nodded. "Ok. Thank you for letting me talk with you about this, you don't know how long I have wanted to tell someone about this." he gave me a hug. "Of course, I will always be on your side, remember that. Just if you need help, I can help you break up with Jin." I hugged him again. "Thank you Hoonie. I love you." "Of course. I love you too, let's get ready for rehearsal shall we?" I nodded and walked out of his room. That went well.

Sunghoon's POV
I don't know if I should be doing this but I feel bad for Sooha for being mistreated like that. So I dialed a number. "Hello?" "Hi Heeseung, this is Sunghoon."

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