Neverending Heart

chapter 7

Au's pov-

"W-what's that?", she ask again to hear him regarding the words he just said so easily like that didn't hurt her life in pieces.

But he didn't response back and stood up to drink his wine in one go before letting the glass fall on the table and walk closer to her, stumbling back to block him anyway.

His eyes darker than before seeing her rejecting his own self like this but one thing proves that this girl was belonging to the perfect soul who is still living innocent that will make him go crazy just with a smile.

"That's the price for the loan or sponsorship! You won't need to pay me back if you did what I asking you too but think carefully and fast", with that he leave her alone and move to the side bar to get a glass of whisky.

"No.....no.. never", y/n murmuring voice stop him and turn to see her stepping back in trauma like she doesn't believe that easily.

"I won't do anything with you!", she yell at him and run to the door, trying to open it but stop when he responded.

"Maybe you can leave for now but remember once you came back, there's won't be any surveillance", his word were proving promise that he will do it for sure, making her body rubles.

Without any more words to speak, he silently watch her walk away from the room with small pain but he knows, she will come back soon and will fall in his arm like his sweet doll.

All he remembers about is how this carl girl, that jimin helped to find a room in the hostel came out to message him about some issues that need to be talk face to face so he invited her but never in his life, he thought to see the one, they were trying to get in contact within the same time stood right there!

His heard drop seeing her look extremely hot and daring in her light blue dress, showing her neck and legs like a pigeon and blasting his head. His internally keep screaming for her to stop and body begging to have a way with her but his mind knows the consequences to let ler leave.

"Did the new girl came here?", suga's voice broke him up and look at the silent man came strolling around the door to seat on the couch while eyeing him with a grin.

"Yeah, need help with money and I ask her to sleep with me", jin shrugs his shoulder while coming back and seat down.

Suga hum in responding but his mind was also fill with memory of having mind blowing eye contact that he will remember for his whole life. He first saw her look soft and a little lost in the party but then the way her eyes came to him like a whisper of callers.

A long minute, he keep quiet and peaceful grazing the same way, her eyes move on his body calmly seducing her mind in but then there was sence of jealousy seeking from the way she saw some girl touching him. He felt a longing right there in her eyes that left a scars on his heart.

"She is pure and dependent but there is no one for her to lean on", suga whisper the words that's written on both of their mind but hearing out loud made a protective feeling awake.

Y/n's pov-

My head hurt, heart swallowing from the painful silence of the hostel room and body keep shaking in the frightening fear of losing myself in theirs weapons world. For years, I took care of my life with courage to achieve something unique for myself.

But in a single night, all things took a turn on worst stains that won't you will image ever again. Money is my need but it never became my habit. And today his words piercing a deep hole mess me up.

Carl was with me after we left the house. She asked me once about his response and I told her that he need something to trust me but then there was no word left from me.

All way, she keep silent and let me feel my inner thoughts around then stop before the room to tell me that now it depends on me to give him and take or stay here and cry.

Studing and learning hard can help me get the degree by which a successful job can be used in achievement but for that we have to sacrifice something valuable to us.

"Selling my body for studies? Is that even value for a girl to do!", I murmured laughing at myself with tears rolling accross my nose on the pillow that buried my pain.

"Why did my parents have to die and my life to have beg all the people to help me stand? Can't I support a weak strength to become a person who won't fear none!", cursing myself was the only way, my head can calm.

When the news came that my parents who unusual stay away in foreign countries to achieve more profits are found died in their car that was coming back home didn't hurt me that much.

Why would it hurt when their daughter only see them once a year or get a few minutes video chat! Only my eyes saw the workers that help me learn pampering yourself. But after the funeral, uncle joey reveals that father have taken a big loan and left debuts on us which took everything under my name.

Uncle joey was so helpful to me. Giving strength to support me and remain helding on to watch the workers leave me alone. He wishes to take me home with him but his wife didn't agree and left me on the orphanage door steps crying for lost.

Even the room in the orphanage seem dark for me to stay and hearing the happy giggle of the children bring every memories back that hurt to deep. The woman working there keep pushing me to grow out my fear and face the world that only happens to be same now.

Mina was the first person who appears to be bright bubble girl, talking nonstop on any matter that she can use and fill the gap of my life to unable to speak more.

We stay together with happiness and create a massive bond that can't be broken but atleast she have her soulmate that will ride his journey with her in every steps of love and hate. Maybe it hurt to see her away but not everyone can stay with you.

Forever words are spoken so easily and quickly but proving them is hard. Not every single person had the power to understand it's mean and keep the seal through the sales of large waves of tsunami or let small cyclone distribution your picture in pieces.

"Live with power in your present time and forget your past like a wind in shape", i whisper closing my eyes to finally fall asleep with dried tears on my cheeks and let the tomorrow, plan the day out for me to see the game.

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