salted wounds

16

"Whats his deal?" Stan muttered to himself as he laid flat on his bed staring up at the ceiling. He cracked his window open a bit letting the cool breeze blow through as he blasted soft music in the background as noise

" what was up with the look in his eyes?'

Outside his bedroom you could hear his parents and shelly running around the place making hella of a lot of noise for who knows why. Stan didnt bother to check as he grew comfterable to avoiding his family. Growing up he slowly became detached from his father and sister as he was always in her shadow no matter how hard he tried to be out of it, his parents just didnt seem to favor him at all every since the accident they had as kids shelly became hospitalized for a bit, his parents grew to resent hate him but they would never say it, they didnt have to, he could feel it.

"Whatever i have to focus on tomorrows game" he got up from his bed as he walked over to his desk and sat down as he focus up on finishing from school work quickly.

"I cant focus"

Stan got up and stretched as he reached under his bed and took out his kit to make a-quick joint as he smoked outside of his bedroom window. He sat up beside the window on his bed staring outside as he saw his family run in and out loading up what seem to be a big white truck with boxes

"Must be last of shellys belongings for university"

Another hit as a puff of smoke exited the window filling the bedroom with that comforting smell letting his head fill itself with the addicting toxins as he. Felt his eyes slowly droop

"Why is kyle acting so weird? I thought he'd be the first to be there for me... fuck was up with wendy to, she acts cold one day then acts like were best buddies the next"

Another hit

He heard his family shut the door one more time as he saw all three of them pull of the driveway in a hurry

"Must be another game"

His family. Often left him out or would forget him consistenly and wouldnt even notice. He has one specific memory tht scarred him and made him decide he doesnt want anything to do with them for a bit until they apologized but deep down he knew they wouldnt ever, regardless he loved them with all his heart. He really did care about his sister and mom and even his dumb high dad

"I wonder if theyll come to my game friday, shit i shouldve told them it was volleyball now. Theyll surely come since shelly loves volleyball to"

"Hopefully we can play together"

Another hit

"I miss kyle"

Its been a bit since his and craigs relationship had gone public. Kyle and tolkein school blog had really caused commotion as they spread the news to everyone, it caused rage of all sorts of emotions. Kyles been so cooped up on his blog and school and his own friends hes been leaving him in the dust all alone. He felt so lonley without him, and more than anything hurt, he wanted his bestfriend to be the first to accept him coming out, he didnt expect to feel hurt from the one he loved the most

"Why would you do that?" He quivered his lips as soft tears started to pour down his cheeks

Another hit

"I should really stop smoking, i have a practice to attend soon"

"Yeah you do, if youre going to smoke you should atleast share marsh"

Stans eyes slightly widened as he turned to face his bedroom door to see none other than craig tucker leaning on the door way

"What are you doing here?"