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late night conversation

Ruhi's pov

As everyone went to their respective rooms after wishing good night to each other I also made my way towards our room with Abhinav

Changed into a comfortable suit from my heavy reception outfit , Abhinav was still in bathroom , I glanced at the clock which showed 2'o clock sighing I made my way towards the balcony which was quite big

There was a swing in the corner and rest of the area was vacant. I went to sit on the swing and folded my knees to my chest hugging myself glancing at the full moon

Everything is just so messed up some days back everything was fine I was happy very happy for my sister's wedding but little did I  knew I  will end up marrying my sister's fiancee

I liked someone else I  had feelings for Yash but the thought that I  will marry his big brother never crossed my mind , my life was never a fairy tale but it wasn't this messed up before

I am tired , tired of pretending to be fine because I am not , I am not okay with losing someone I had feelings for I can never be happy after hurting anyone

Today when I saw Yash standing alone in the corner at the party with eyes filled with hurt I realised how much I have hurted him. He once told me that he only drinks when he is hurt or stressed and guess what I found him drinking at the party

I was so busy in blaming myself that I didn't realised when Abhinav came and sat beside me I felt his presence when he wiped the tear from my cheek and the next moment i realised that I was actually crying

Then I was taken into a very comforting and gentle hug by him and suddenly I couldn't control it anymore I bursted into tears that I was holding from the day I got married

Why me ?what was my fault ?why am I suffering? What have I done wrong ? These were the questions I wanted to ask but to whom no one had the answers I know but these are killing me from inside

Things were getting out of my control I don't know what to do what should I do or what I am supposed to do in this situation I can't share it with anyone I don't have anyone to express my feelings to, it's just me and my mind fighting a battle with each other

It's frustrating I know I have to be strong to accept the reality but I am not ready to accept it because I don't want to and it made me cry more

While I cried my heart out he just sat there caressing my back and his other hand caressed my hairs. After I don't know how much time I moved back saw his white shirt was all soaked with my tears and the shirt's coller was all shrunken

You again embarassed yourself in front of him

"I am sorry" he said before I could say that but why , yeah that's what I asked

"Why are you saying sorry?" I asked as I wiped my tears

"I shouldn't have hugged you without your permission but i thought you really needed a hug soo
.....I mean I didn't had any other intentions I just wanted to comfort you" he explained

"Yes I really needed that hug but no need to say sorry I know your intentions weren't wrong" I told him honestly

"Btw I should say sorry to you I ruined your shirt" I pointed at his shirt feeling a bit guilty now

"Koi baat nhi haq hai apka ham par or hamari shirt pe bhi" he smiled

(No issues , you have full right on me... And my shirt too)

And I couldn't control myself from smiling back , I thought he is gentleman but now I believe it he is really a gentleman

And for sometime we just sat there in silence but it wasn't awkward it was a comfortable silence both of us glancing at moon

His presence was giving me a sense of  peace don't know why or how but I always feel comfortable with him , he is so sweet and gentle he always talks to me with respect

He cares for me when he himself is hurt and then it clicked me that he is hurt to he is suffering too when he was not even at fault

"I am sorry" I whispered looking at him who was looking at the sky then he looked at me and asked

"Why are you saying sorry"

"Because I should , you are suffering because of me I am sorry but I didn't had any other option I couldn't let my father down" I said as I lowered my lashes

"Ruhi" he said making me look up at him , never in my whole life someone has called my name with such sincerity , his voice was calm yet serious

"You shouldn't be sorry , whatever happened was already destined, no one was at fault everyone had their own reasons Nitya had her own reason to ran away from the wedding , Dinesh ji and Papa had their own reasons  to exchange the bride and you had your own reasons to marry me " he said understanding my situation

"I don't have any complaints from anyone I have accepted my fate and I am ready to give this marrige a chance I don't have any problem in moving on from the past and share my present and future with you" he told me

I didn't knew what to say now he is so understanding and considerate he didn't misunderstood me also I know that there is no going back now I can't change anything today or tomorrow I have to accept this marrige and my reality and move on from it

I have promised my father that I will not turn him down I will not let this marrige fail I will give my best and now when he is ready to give this relationship a chance so I should also make efforts to forget and move on from my past

"I will try my best to make it work" I said and he smiled

"we will make it together " he smiled and this time I also smiled

That with that I decided to move on from Yash and continue my life with Abhinav , Yash was my past but Abhinav is my present and future

Maybe he is right , everything that happened was destined,  this is our destiny , and we have to accept our fate and move on in life with that

I will forget Yash and he has to forget me too

Author's pov

"I won't let you regret your decision of giving this marrige a chance I promise no one will ever come between us , I'll be a good wife for you " she whispered underneath her breath

"I won't let your trust break,I promise that I will always protect you and give you everything you deserve , I won't let anyone come between us now." He  promised her underneath his breath