Marissa 'Rissa' Wilcox
October 5th
Atlanta, GA
Location: Children's Museum
"Moooo" Dayvon made the cow noise as he touched the toy cow at the children's museum
"Cows do go moo good job" Von smiled
"What sound pigs make?" He asked
"Wooo wooo" Dayvon said making us laugh
"Now you know yo mama don't like that. Fr. What sound pigs make?"
"Oink oink" he said
"Good job baby" I smiled as Von chuckled looking at me
"You so smart son" he rubbed his head
"Ma play" he pushed my hands away
"Go head baby" I said as he walked to the play place in front of us
"If our baby don't got nun else he got a sense of humor" I laughed
"How you do that so good?" Von wrapped his arm around me
"What you mean?" I asked looking up from my phone
"You good im watching" he said "I see em"
"And like being a mama, I always feel like I could do better as a daddy" he said and I chuckled
"Chill"
"I wasn't even finna say nothing" I laughed softly "I wasn't thinking you said it like that either"
"I used to feel like that tho. Especially when he was little. But I realized I was too much in my head and im doing the best I can. Ion worry bout what nobody else gotta say about him unless it's you or our parents"
"I hear you" he nodded
"And it's like even tho we could be doing something wrong I stopped letting it weigh heavy on my heart cause like this is our first time being parents and a baby don't come with no instruction manual"
"Ian never thought about it like that"
"We got 18 years of mistakes ahead of us but we gone kill our selves worrying about every single one"
"You gone fuck me again tonight?"
"Duh" he said getting up
"I'm coming back"
"Okay"
————————
"My pretty baby mama" Von propped his live up as we got ready to go to the park "ts onna flo back in the raq yall boys. Go get it"
"It's hot outside?"
"Yeah I just came back in, it's windy" he said and I nodded
"Mmm what you wanna wear boo?" I got up walking to Dayvon closet
"Come here baby" I said and Dayvon came in the closet
"Ummmm" I looked through his hoodies
"Okay you can go back in there with dada" I said and he ran out
"Bae we matching" I said opening his drawer getting a pair of socks
"Aight" Von said as I went back in the closet getting him a matching pair of shoes
"What he wearing?" Von looked up from his phone
"Profit Mentality" I said "the navy set"
"Aight let me go get mine" he got up
