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Chapter 3.

{PANIC ATTACK!!!}
Solar's POV:
  As I enter my apartment room, I can't help but smile at the thought of living close to Ruin. 'He's so cute... Not this feeling again...' I sigh, confused by my own emotions and grab some cereal. I make a bowl and sit down. After I eat, I go take a shower and can't help but wonder what Ruin is doing.
  After my shower, I get dressed and lie down in my bed. I pick up my phone and call Earth, 'she can help me with these feelings'. When Earth picked up the phone, I immediately explained my emotions issues. "Solar, you're  in love!" My eyes widen, "In love? With Ruin? N-no!" She tells me a bit more and my face gets hot.
  After Earth hung up, I think about how she just told me that I'm in love with Ruin. 'Even if that is true he doesn't like me back'. I sigh and try to sleep but then my eyes widen again as I remember that Ruin still has my hoodie. 'He is a night owl so he should still awake, he's forgetful and I don't want him forgetting my hoodie'.
  I get up and walks to Ruin's room and I knock. When he opens the door, I feel my face going its hottest ever. He only wearing my hoodie and I now don't want to get it from him but half my mind races to and from dirty thoughts. "Yes?" He says to me, not looking even a bit tired. "Can I come in?" He nods and my mind goes to war with what to say.
  He sits on his couch and I sit too, knowing my face must be really red. He starts talking to me but I'm not focused on what he's saying, my mind is still on those dirty thoughts. "Solar?" I look up at him and his expression goes concerned. "Y-yes?" I look straight at him, "Are you ok? You're very red and have been staring down at my waist for a bit?"
  A lump catches in my throat and I don't know how to respond. "Y-yeah, I'm fine" he looks at me suspiciously then surprised, "Do you.... like me?" I feel my face going red again and I don't respond. "S-solar, i-..."
  I get up, not wanting to hear what he'll say, I'm afraid that it might be rejection. I walk to the door, "See you tomorrow... Sorry for bothering you..." And with that, I left. As soon as I got back to my room, I couldn't handle the pain any longer and fell to the floor.
  I know when I have panic attacks but none were as severe as this one. I don't hear the door until I hear his voice, "SOLAR!!!" I look up, my vision is blurry from tears but I see him... Ruin... He drops to his knees and grabs my hand in attempt of calming me.
  A few hours went by and I don't remember much. I only remember waking up on top of him. I get up and my sudden movement awakes him. "Are you feeling ok, Solar?" I nod, still clueless about what happened then it all came crashing back. 'He kissed my forehead? It was only to calm me... Nothing more' I get up and go get ready for work, he leaves to his room and does the same.
(572 words not including this... I did worse...)