DELUSIONS Rockstar Jus x Brii2Raww

9.

Jus dropped me off at my house later that day.

"Bye ma, imma call you later." He said before driving off.

I waved in response and made my way into me and Dria apartment.

The apartment looked a hot mess.

Where tf was she cause when I left it ain't look like dat.

"Dria, what the fuck you do!" I yelled as I swung the door open to her room.

I looked down and what I seen was crazy asf. Arch and Reggie and Dria all sleeping inna bed peaceful asf.

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

Dria nasty asf for that shi. When I busted in they all woke up and by the look of it none of dem had clothes on.

I Just threw my hands up and walked out. I started cleaning, but I couldn't even focus on nun cause of what I just seen.

And des niggas all inna shower together after I just caught dem inna bed. But I guess Dey don't gaf.

I was inna middle of doing the dishes when Dria walked out her room.

"Yo Bri, can we keep dis between us." She was about to continue but I fist her off.

"Dria, you my sister I wouldn't do you like dat, it's yo life do you." I shrugged.

A look of relief came over her after I said dat. But den I was reminded of why I had came over in the first place.

"Dria I gotta tell you something too." I said as u continued doing the dishes.

"Yeah." She replied.

"Me and Jus date.." I blurted out.

"What!!??? Hn" she whisper yelled back.

"Well.. it's complicated but it's something along the lines of dating." I said back.

I had a smile on my face. I mean Dria was my sister and I fleas finally built up the courage to tell her.

I thought back to what Jus had said, he was wrong. He doesn't have a sister so he doesn't know how connected sisters truly are.

"Naw you mf lying." She blurted, I looked up at her and she almost had like a frown on her face.

I gave her a confused look before shaking my head no.

"You let him hit yet.?" He asked again.

I shook my head no again.

She looked relieved almost happy. "Well you know how Jus be he stay sayin he ain't cuffin until he hit, so there gotta be another bihh or sum" she said happy as hell.

She instantly killed my mood like tf??

"Naw not over here." I replied like she's my sister she supposed to support me.

She looked me up and down before saying "sit yo delusional ass down somewhere, he don't want no manly ass stud like you."

Her saying dat felt like a knife being stabbed into my stomach. I guess Jus was right...

I looked at her speechless for a min before dropping my head and giving her a small nod and continuing to do the dishes.

She walked away leaving me in the kitchen with just my thoughts.

She was my sister, could she really resent me for something so small, I mean they didn't even do anything he just played with her feelings for a few days.

Not even weeks or months, just 2 mf days. So why was she so mad, she was just inna bed wit 2 dudes but den say Jus don't want me.

Wtf do she know about me and Jus?!!

Tears ran down my face thinking about those words. She's my sister I can't do her like this.

But if I choose her I betray my heart and Jus, if I choose Jus I betrayed my heart and Her.

They both ment the world to me, I truly didn't know what to do.

After I finished cleaning I went outside to get some fresh air. I decided to call Jus and try to get some clarity on the situation.

The first few rings he didn't answer, maybe he was on dnd so I hung up and called again. And again no answer, then I called again.

I stopped at 3 cause I didn't want to look desperate. But him not answering the phone crushed me even more.

It Just made me think a what she said.

Was she right?!! Was I truly delusional for thinking me and Jus had a chance at being together.

My head began to spin, when I am stressed i either cry or get a bad headache or both.

The tears plus the pounding in my head , I couldn't take it.

I wiped my tears and collected myself nest as I could before going back into the apartment.

Dria was all spread out on the couch wit Arch and Reggie.

But fuck dat I ain't care, I kept walking till I reached my room.

I just got under the covers and cried, I cried and cried till I couldn't cry anymore.

The I drifted off to sleep.

       - y'all the drama really finna start here I already got everything planned out in my head but yall lmk what type drama y'all wanna see.

                         - gangsta.