Silent Love

Part 42

"Babe.." I hear behind me as I turn away from him, trying to hide the tears so he won't notice, trying to stop them from falling as I try to process the whole situation.. "Please.." he whispers again, and I feel his presence behind me.. he reaches for my hand, and tries to take it, but I just shrug him off.

"Don't.." I try to say but it comes out rather pitiful.. "Just don't Robert.." I lift my hand to my cheek as the tears begin to fall, he definitely notices as his hand takes over from mine, wiping them away and pulling me in for a hug.

"I'm so sorry.." I hear over my cries, as a kiss is placed to my head, I want to push him away, I want to be angry but I can't find the strength to do it.. "I can understand if you're angry.."

"Angry?!" I finally find something to fight back with.. "I'm more than angry Robert!! You're going to be sharing the rest of your life with her.. do you realise that?!" I give him a little shove, and break away from his hug. I take a step away from him, and he tries to reach out again.. "Don't touch me!"

"Soph.. I know it's a mess..but I'm gonna prove that baby isn't mine.. it can't be mine.."

"How can't it?! You're so used to not wrapping it Robert!" I glare at him.. "For all you know, you could be! You could have 4 or 5 out there!"

"I've always been careful with the likes of her.. I've never.. actually..you know.."

"Oh please.." I sigh in disbelief at what he's trying to say.. "I'm pretty sure you fucking finish in me all the time.. I'm surprised I'm not pregnant yet!"

"Yeah because you told me you're on something to prevent that happening!" He shouts back, clearly growing more frustrated with how the conversation is going.. "Is it a crime for a boyfriend to wanna finish inside his girlfriend when having sex?!"

"No but.."

"Exactly!! So don't try and spin this situation on us! I really don't believe that baby is mine because of the timing, yeah I might have got lost in the moment one time, but don't you think she would have told me by now if it were mine?!"

"Well.."

"Don't you think, she would be a little bigger than what's she's showing now if she got pregnant when we fucked in that hotel?!" He waves his hands drastically showing a size of a bump on his own stomach.. "Don't you think she would wanna ruin what we have by making some shit up about being pregnant with my baby?!" He's frustrated, his voice all deep and aggressive.. "Until I have proof, I'm refusing to believe that she is pregnant.. never mind it being mine.."

"So she hasn't shown you a test?"

"No!" He shouts at me, making me jump.. "She just told me.. I didn't get the chance to ask anything.. I just.. left.. and came out here to process.."

"So there's a good chance she's lying then.. just to get between us.."

"Mmm.." he mutters.. "Seems like it's working.."

"How do you except me to react Robert? You've just told me you're going to be the father to her baby.. you know the one woman that makes me so insecure, the same woman who's managed to get between us before.. I just don't know if this is something I can handle.." I sigh.. "If she's pregnant, if it is yours.. then I wish you two.. or three all the best because there's no way I can watch you play happy families with the woman I hate most.."