I just wanna play, I just wanna finish.... why this had to happen to me?! what is my shit broken. my thoughts began filling my head so fast i didn't even hear Ashlee calling my name until she tapped me hard
"Baby..... I know you're not ok...but can you tell me whats goin on in your head"? Ashlee asked as they set me on the table to be checked out
"what if it's broken...What if this is the injury that ruins my whole career. I dont wanna stop playing ball ma...its my life forreal" Dami sighed
"i understand that baby but your a fighter, even if your knee is possibly messed up, your gonna find a way for you to play because your a fighter baby. i promise you, your gonna be okay. either way your gonna be okay and im going to be here with you" she said placing a kiss on my cheek
"awee, you guys are so adorable" the nurse said as she set me up to get my knee scanned
"Thank you" I said
When they finally got everything done we sat and waited for the sports medicine doctor to come back with the results, it all took a fee minutes. I guess i should stop worrying about the game, its probably almost over by now and even if it wasn't, my knee IS FRACTURED!
"FUCK"! i yelled as i swung my arms down to the side fast causing them to crash into my thighs making a loud slapping sound. why ts had to happen to me!
"Baby". Ashlee said in a tone that kinda made me jump out my skin, she can be a little intimidating sometimes.
"sorry baby ....but goddamn" I cried as all the negative thoughts just flushed my mind again.
"its gonna be okay, your gonna heal up and be even stronger. You're going to be back on the court in no time" Ashlee said trying to cheer me up. it wasn't working but i pretended like it did because i didn't want her to feel bad
"your right, imma try to be positive" i sighed. i really just wanted to punch a hole in the wall but ill be fine i guess.
"Youll have to go to the hospital but we got you fixed up if you wanna watch the last few minutes of the game" the sports medicine doctor said
"yee do that. I need to be there, we gotta win" i said getting up and taking the crutches from her
"move slowly baby" ashlee said trying to help me walk, it really wasn't working though because she's wayyyyy shorter than me but it was cute.
"lee" i said smiling a little at how cute she was trying to help.
"hmm" she answered as she helped me walk down the hallway back towards the gym
"i love you" i said as i bent down to kiss her
"i love you too" she said trying to hide her face because she was blushing. i love her pretty ass.
"baby" Ashlee said as we were walking
"yes"? i answered
"do you think we would ever lose feelings for each other"? she asked
"uhm, no. baby if you needed reassurance i would've gave you some but don't think negatively about us, it's gonna make you overthink on the negative side" i said as we opened the door to the gym
"why you had to clock me tea like that, weren't you just thinking negatively" she said rolling her eyes playfully
"aye! that's different. and I was just saying" I laughed. as we entered the gym I earned a few handclaps from the people in the bleachers as i made my way back to the team. The game was almost over and the score was tied. Meyah was still on the bench alongside Mercedes.
Our coach is great but right now is not a good time to teach teamwork and anger management, this is a big game for us.
"you good bro"? Meyah asked as i sat next to her
"nah, ma shit fractured" i sighed
"Cuss one more time and that knee won't be the only thing fractured" Ashlee said making meyah laugh
"I- mcht yes mam" i laughed
"damn man. we really need you this game too. This Mercedes fault bruh and I know coach knows that" Meyah said
"I know, her ass knew the play. she knew where she was supposed to be, her ass intentionally did that shit" I said as the whole scene replayed in my head
"what are yall talking about" Ashlee asked looking confused
"Ok so we do that play literally all the time at practice and in games. Mercedes was supposed to stop that girl from even being able to touch me but instead she intentionally didn't get to her spot and stood just there". i said getting madder just thinking about it
"the fuck. MERCEDES" Ashlee yelled
"awee hell" i said smirking a little because i knew what was about to go down
"What pretty" Mercedes answered
"Bitch fuck you! Don't play fucking stupid you know what you did! after this game im beating the fuck outta you, more than your knee gonna be fractured when i'm done, i hate yo bitch ass. you so fucking weird" Ashlee said smacking Mercedes hard as hell. it literally sounded off and earned a couple looks but everyone quickly went back to focusing on the game
"damn bae" i laughed
"OUEE I hate that bitch" she said plopping down on my lap
"AYE, be careful im injured and its a meatstick right there. and how can you curse but I cant" I laughed
"shut up" Ashlee snapped
"oh? who you talking to" I asked
"nobody" she huffed as she turned around to sit facing me and laid her head on my shoulder like a big baby
"whats wrong my love" I asked noticing something off. she wasn't really angry, she was..... sad.
"can we talk about it later" she sighed
"okay, do you need anything from me right now" i asked
"kisses and back rubs" She mumbled
"okay my girl" i said pecking her lips a few times then rubbed her back gently as I watched the game
"aweee....that was really corny guys" Meyah said softly
"shut up" me and Ashlee answered giggling a little
"TIMEOUT" Coach yelled. Finally I can put my two senses in! there was 1 minute on the clock in the 4th quarter. we were losing by 5. If everything goes good we can win this.
AUTHORS NOTES:
writing the next chapter rihh naThoughts?
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