Because - Felix

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Author's Note: Listen to the song while reading for a better experience :)

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: Mension of mental issues, depression and anxiety⚠️

You sit on the edge of your bed, knees pulled to your chest, staring blankly at the white walls of your room. You had those thoughts again, each becoming darker and heavier than the last. You felt helpless as you find yourself trapped in a cycle you can't escape. Your breath quickened and your heart started beating faster. You hated days like these.

The front door of your shared apartment with your boyfriend Felix opens. You didn't want him to see you like this. You hated to be a pathetic shit-show and never let anyone see you cry.

"Y/N, baby, I'm home." Felix calls out to you. You quickly wipe away your eyes and walk to the living room to greet him. But all it took Felix to realise that something was wrong was a simple glance at your face. He was always good at reading you. But today, you hoped he wasn't.

Felix stepped towards you, his face immediately softening with concern. Without a word, he pulled you into his arms, giving you a warm hug. His warmth felt so soothing and you begin to tremble.

"Hey, I'm here. Everything's fine." This is the first time Felix sees you in this condition, but he always knew how to handle difficult situations. He remained calm, making you feel comfortable.

You bury your face in his chest, letting yourself cry out loud for the first time in years.

"I don't think I can do this anymore, Felix." You choke out between sobs. "Everything feels so overwhelming."

Felix simply strokes your hair gently, his touch soothing you down. "You don't have to do anything alone, Y/N. We'll get through it together, whatever it is that is hurting you. One step at a time."

His calm, steady presence was guiding you away from those dark thoughts. Your breathing slowed and the chaos in your mind begin to subside.

"You probably now think that I'm pathetic and troubled. I'm sorry you had to see that." You say, looking up at Felix with red eyes and dried up tears on your cheeks. He brushes away the remains from your cheeks with his finger and kisses you gently. "I wanna listen to all your worries. Let me share your load, Y/N. If you wanna cry, cry, don't fake a smile in front of me. Remember, you can always lean on me."

You feel so overwhelmed with love at his words. You kiss him, deeply this time, trying to show him all your love with that one kiss.

That night, he holds you in his arms as you both lay together in bed. He slowly hums you a new song as you drift off to a peaceful sleep:

I just really love you
You're the only reason why I really love you
When I see you smile, I just can't get enough
And I can't live without you
Baby, I just really love you.

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