Blue POVMe and Devin are finally getting married! I love him so much, he's so sweet to me and we been dating since high school. My parents think we're too young for marriage but she literally met dad when she was sixteen and never been with anyone else. Since I'm considered a 'celebrity kid' everyone is watching me and I don't wanna just be known for being Beyoncé's daughter I wanna have my own life and I think marriage is a step.
I'm also a cosmetologist so I sell makeup and stuff and I have my own fashion brand now all I need is to get married and settle down. Maybe get a dog, I'm not really interested in having kids I've always been like that. Anyways after we said "I do" and kissed we headed to our reception party with all our friends and family.
"Bluee" I turned hearing my mama's voice.
"Hii mama" I hugged her.
She pulled me onto her lap and rubbed my face, she placed a big kiss on my head.
"I'm so happy for you baby"
"Thank youu"
I looked up hearing my husband clear his throat, we both smiled at each other and he helped me up.
"Do you mind if I steal my beautiful wife from you" he smiled at my mom
"She's all yours"
I waved my mama bye as he led me to the dance floor. I melted as he wrapped his arms around my waist and we slow danced to the music.
"Baby"
"Hm?"
"Now that we're married and you got both your business going I was thinking we can have that baby now"
My smile dropped hearing his words, I sighed before responding.
"Devin I don't really want kids, we're both still young and there's plenty to do before we make that decision"
His grip around my waist got tighter making me look up at him, I noticed his aggression and change in expression.
"Let me restate that we are having a baby"
"I- devin I don't wa-"
"You're being completely selfish! If you didn't want to be a family with me why am I wasting my time" he whispered yelled.
"What!?" He pushed me off of him.
"Party over let's go"
He pulled me by my arm through the crowd even though I was confused I still smiled so my guest wouldn't think anything was wrong. I noticed my mom so I tried to go say bye to her but he yanked me making me fall and hurt my knee. I looked up at him trying to hold back tears while he stood there with a face of no sympathy.
It hurt my feeling because why would he hurt me if he loved me. We drove in silence to the hotel to my surprise he opened the door for me and picked me up. I smiled back at him, maybe he was just having a moment. We kissed as he struggled to open the door. I giggled at him.
He threw me on the bed took of my dress revealing my matching black bra and underwear, he spread my legs shoving himself into me aggressively. Usually he does it nice and gently but right now it hurts, I tried to get him to stop but he just smashed harder into my skin. I felt blood dripping down my legs and tears start to form.
"Devin please stop it hurts"
"SHUT THE F*CK UP"
I laid their silent and helpless as he came in me. Once he was done he went to the bathroom to shower, I couldnt pull myself to get up but I kept hearing a ding by my ear. I rolled over to reach my phone, my mom was blowing my phone up.
Mama😚: blue
Mama😚: blue where'd you go??
Mama😚: aw did you leave?
Mama😚: I didn't get to kiss you goodbye
Mama😚: call me when you get up I guess
Mama😚: are you ok you haven't answered any of my texts and you just disappeared
Mama😚: that's not like you blue
I wiped my tears as I quickly texted her back.
:I'm okay.
Mama😚: you sure?
I cried harder knowing I wasn't but her and daddy already didn't want me to get married at 23 so I'll just be proving them right. Guess I'll have to suck it up and deal with my problems as an adult.
:yea good night