|Your Smile Rewritten|Past Ennchael/Noachael Love Story|FNAF|

{Staying Over II}

(NA KYUM AND SEUNGHO IN THE THUMBNAIL😻😻😻) 

Friendly reminder I have a channel called Clemintine_Lucid! (I think I might start writing my FNAF au story as a comic or book) 

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30th-31st March 1983 

It had seemed like a normal day, my usual desire for Noah hadn't calmed down as expected. After we finished getting ready, I went to find Noah. He was standing outside emotionlessly. I ran behind him and held his hand, squeezing it with an excited grin on my face. However, he just forced my hand of his and stared at me. It was hard to disipher what he was feeling, all I knew is that it couldn't be good. 

"Huh, Noah what's wrong?" 

"We can't do this anymore, it's just wrong." 

"What do you mean? We're only getting closer, what's so terrible about that?" 

"I..." 

I glaces up at him purely with fake confusion on my face. A small part of my mind knew what he was going to say but the rest was in denial. 

"Mike, let's go to your bedroom to talk about this." 

I nodded, worried that my thoughts would come true. Once we got to my room, Noah sat on my bed with a guilty look on his face. I decided to stay standing next to him. 

"Hey it's okay, you don't have to-" 

"We're taking advantage of eachother." 

"..." 

"Just by that reaction, I can tell you know damn well. This whole physical touch thing was fine at first. You were just getting comfortable around me I guess. But now, I can see the lust and deviance in your eyes. I'm not playing along anymore, I know you aren't innocent. Goodness knows what thoughts you have about me. Yet i'm guilty too, for longer than you'd expect." He closed his eyes in disappointment of himself.

"Noah, don't ruin yourself over this. And i'm sorry, I just didn't think you'd realise so I became more blatantly honest." 

"I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have tricked you." 

"It certainly wasn't your trick..." 

"Just say what's on your mind." 

"I've just felt so many feelings at once about you ever since we met again. It's overwhelming y'know. I guess getting touchy with you was me somewhat expressing my emotions. I don't know what to do about them because it's like they're gonna make me explode. It sounds kinda stupid but I..." 

Noah put his arm around my hip. 

"I get it Mike. How about this, we keep this grasping thing for today and tomorrow. Except once I leave, we don't speak or act upon these things ever again. And we keep our thoughts to ourselves." 

"Deal, and we aren't doing anything weird really. We're just hugging, nothing more." 

"Exactly, this is normal." 

𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐘 𝐀𝐒𝐒. That day, the tension between us was at an all time high. The whole time we were caressing eachother, we kept on shivering. I knew why. He knew why. We both knew why. Still, we got even closer than before. Our bodies were essentially connected. Our breathing were on beat with eachother. The longer we were on top of eachother, the hotter I got. My whole body was as red as his hair. Me and him couldn't sleep for the entire night. We didn't talk either. So it was just two sweaty boys on top of eachother staring at eachother. It wasn't awkward though. Infact, both of us were getting excited. I eventually fell asleep because of exhaustion. Before I slipped into slumber I muttered, 

"If you're this pretty in the dark, how do you expect me to hold back at school." 

The next day was a day I would regret forever. We were still all over eachother for most of the day. I thought that was it. That was all. After that we would go back to normal, right? It wasn't the case. Something happened. 𝐖𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥.

One second I was just sitting next to him on the floor while he put his arm around me, occasionally saying something forgettable. Suddenly we made eye contact. The same thoughts were in our heads. How long would it take for me to loose all humanity? As if we were mirroring eachother, we began shaking our heads. 

"Why, why would we ever think of doing that?" He whispered, breaking the silence.

"We can and I want to but... It's too risky..." 

I bit my lip and my eyes grew heavy. The more I looked at him, the more the unbearable urge grew. Noah felt the same, looking desperate. Our eyes refused to drift away from eachother. We were both hyperventilating, struggling to restrain ourselves. Noah started coming closer to me till I was pinned to the wall. 

"Shit." 

Noah looked away but I grabbed his face. 

"No, I don't want you to ever look away from me." 

Our foreheads pressed against eachother. 

"It'll be so wrong though, what will your dad think?" 

"I thought I told you on the first day, this isn't about him, it's about you and I." 

"If it's about me and you then..." 

He closed the gap between our lips. I almost immediately sunk into the kiss, making a pleading sound of satisfaction. It wasn't long before we got more sloppy. His lips were as soft as snow. I was practically in paradise. Desperate groans and the smacking of our mouths filled the room. I wasn't on the wall anymore, we had fell on the floor because of the absolute force and passion in our kiss. Noah grabbed my hips and put my body on his. Our lips disconnected for merely 7 seconds. 

"This is so wrong, but it makes me want you even more." 

Noah smashed his lips back on mine making me gasp then moan. We were somehow getting even more desperate, he put his hand up my shirt and groped my bare chest. There was no doubt about it, we were full on making out. He sucked on my lower lip making me genuinely moan. Grabbing me by the hair, he made me kiss him harder. Suddenly, there was a knock at my door. 

"Noah your family is here, say bye to Michael." 

We scurred off eachother. What had we done. Noah looked like he wanted to say something but he just ran out my room. I fucked everything up once again. So as always, I fucked it up even more to justify my actions. 

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STOP CUZ THE WAY I WROTE THIS WHOLE THING IN ONE SITTING😭🙏🏾 

Anyways, what's gonna happen to our favourite ship😱😱😱😱😱