[30] Vodka

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I drive home tears in my eyes. buti na lang Ethan had a sleepover at his friend's home so atleast he doesnt have to see me like this.
 
During the drive the scene kept replaying in my head, Samantha and him, kissing, holding hands.
 
I still couldn't digest it.
 
I looked at my hands they were bloody and painful still. but the pain was bearable.

i walked from my condo to a local store to purchase bottles of alcohols.

Yung girl sa cashier was giving me strange looks. hindi ko alam kung dahil   sa state of my hands, my ruined makeup na parang im stuck in a room for 3 days crying and finally came out or namukhaan niya lang ako.

I gave her a tight lipped smile while I handed over the money to her, sinabi ko na rin na keep the change as a weak apology for having her to witness me in this state.

"Ma'am hindi naman po sa nanghihimasok sa kung anong pinagdadaan nyo. pero sana po think wisely if all of that is just for you to drink" the cashier girl said referring to the bottle of vodka and 4 bottles tiger beer im holding on to

"join me for a drink then?" i smiled placing the drinks on the table by the window and taking a seat on the empty chair.

"go on" i pointed to the empty seat across me.

"Ah, bawal po ma'am on duty po ako eh" she said.

" so clock out first. take a break. wala ka naman customer ngayon. sa oras na to?" i looked at my watch

2.17am

"ako na nga lang costumer mo. sige na damayan mo na ako. kahit isang bottle lang hindi ka naman malalasing jan sa isang bote ng beer"

i opened the bottle of beer using the edge of the table. and placed it on the table. then proceed to open to other one

"you're so persuasive" she said and took a sit on the empty chair infront of me.

"cheers" our bottle clanked 

"whats your name?"

"Kylie" she answered.

"kylie? "

"padilla. kylie padilla"

"so ano na nga problema mo" she asked curiously

"my wife kissed another man" she was taken back by what i said

Kylie: edi tanga siya.

i chuckled because of what she had said.

kylie: reallyyyy. you're a marquez. the daughter of miss International 1979, the heiress of China Bank, a ceo of a billion dollar company. sikat ka pa

Michelle: fan ka ba?

Kylie: hindi ah. alam ko lang basic knowledge lang like you have a dog named lady. and you recently got 2 more dogs lexa and pluto.

Michelle: wow hindi ka nga fan. stalker ka

i chuckled taking a sip

we talked like we knew each other for many years. its been awhile since ive talked to someone the way i did with Kylie.

i had finished 2 bottles of beer. and im on my 2nd shot of vodka when i decided its time to go home.

Michelle: its a bit late na i'll head home.

Kylie: someone picking you up?

Michelle : hindi. i'll walk home. my condo is just a 2 minute walk.

she nodded, got up and clocked back into work. i left the local store feeling a bit better

i continue to drink the vodka in my hand straight out of the bottle on the way back to my condo.

i sighed staring at my reflection on the elevator door.

i look so fucked up.
what did i do to deserve this?

the elevator dinged and the doors opened.

i got out and walked to my condo unit's door. i shuffled around my bag trying to find the keys to my condo.

but to my surprise the door opened.. I see the woman whom i felt the most betrayed from.

"please lang samantha. go back home. im tired"

"but you are my home. please let just talk things out"

"im tired. i told you i'll talk to you when im ready na"

"but why cant we just talk it out now? why cant we just fix it now? why do we have to prolonged it? "

i sighed and walk pass her taking off my shoes and putting the bottle of vodka on the table

"Please baby. lets fix this. its all just a misunderstanding " she begged trying to hold my hand but i kept moving it away from her

"Which part of it was misunderstanding Samantha?" i questioned

"the part where you fucked up? the part where you rather spend your time with him? or the part that you kissed him? "

"or maybe you did more than that with him?" i added

"THATS NOT TRUE. DONT PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH. "

"But thats what your actions tell me, my love" i said as i caress her soft skin.

i moved my face closer to hers as i whisper "and im gonna make him pay for it"

she took the opportunity to seal the gap in between us with kissing my lips.

she gripped on to my nape harshly and bit my lip making me gape my mouth open in pain

which she took advatage of sliding her tongue in my mouth.

then it hits me.

i pushed myself away from her and wiped my lips. shes kissing me with the mouth she kissed him with.

"why'd you stop?" she asked

i grabbed my porsche carrera keys and phone ready to get out of here.

"i'll ask my lawyers to send you the divorce papers"

"NO" i couldnt careless i got out of my unit and into the elevator.

as i got down i texted my lawyer to file a divorce and send the papers to samantha.

i know she wouldn't sign them. but ik a way she guranteed would.

i called my men as well. to order to take care of business. if you get what i mean.

bahala na sila kung anong gusto nila gawin sa lalakeng yun. wala ako pakialam. basta puruhan niyo.

i started my car and breathe heavily laying my head on the steering wheel.

wala ako idea kung saan ako pupunta. but now hit the road. no destination. music blasting. my head hurting and my eyes filled with tears.

medyo malabo na ang mga mata ko dahil sa pag iyak ko.

my head still filled with thoughts I wish i wasnt thinking about.

i stepped on the acceleration pedal even more to speed up.

wala naman cars na eh. the whole road its just me.

well thats what i thought. until a massive blue truck come straight my way colliding with my car.

my car tumbled side ways then i blacked out.
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A/N:
its 2:53am and i cant sleep. so here's a new chapter for you guysss

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