𝐄𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐄𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 - Joost Klein

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I put the table down thats on the seat infront of me and search through my bag to find a notebook and pen. I was still missing lyrics for a couple songs that were going to be on my new album, and now was a good time to fix that.

Joost is next to me, his eyes closed as he's got some music on. Atleast, I assume he's listening to music since he's wearing his headphones, but he is always wearing those so I still don't know.

I look the other way, gazing out the window at never ending clouds as the plane soars through the sky. It is the most beautiful view I've ever seen, since the last two times I was on a flight were by night.

I think about waking up Joost to show him the sunny view, but as I look over I see him smiling with his eyes closed. He looks so peaceful, so I decide to forget it.

I open my notebook and lay it on the table. I write down the date and start thinking of what text fits the instrumental of one of my songs. I know what the song is supposed to be about, just not the exact lyrics.

It's about a girl, who's in love with her bestfriend and does everything for her, but her bestfriend doesn't feel the same way, and only gives her attention and leads her on when she wants something or when it's a good time for her, then leaving when she doesn't need her anymore.

This emontional abuse and the love slowly kill her as she can't move on.

I think of Pamela, I wonder if she's sent anything.

Probably not, I'm sure she's got better things to do than text me.

I decide to start writing some things down, aswell as doodling small stars, hearts and just whatever comes to mind.

All my love and patience, unappreciated,

You said your heart was jaded,

You couldn't even break it,

I shouldn't have to say this,

You could have been the greatest.

'That's beautiful, did you come up with that just now?' Joost asks. It startles me, as I thought he was asleep.

'Thank you, Joost, and yes.' I smile. 'I'm trying to write lyrics for my new album.'

'You're making an album?' He looks at me with a shocked expression. 'That's so cool!'

'Yes! I'm probably going to release it before eurovision as marketing or something, but if I don't finish the lyrics in time I'll have to think of something else.' I grinned.

'Well, I'm sure if you keep thinking of such pretty poems, you'll be done in no-time.' He smiles, his dimples visible and his pretty blue eyes slightly upturned. I feel a sparkle in my stomach everytime he compliments me.

'To be honest, I haven't even heard your song yet.' He chuckles, a slight blush on his cheeks. 

'That's okay, I don't blame you.' I giggle. 'I hadn't heard any of the songs until a couple days ago. If you want you can listen to it now?' I suggest, still staring at his rosy cheeks and blue eyes with that slight shimmer, which makes them look so  mesmerising.

'No, save it till the pre-party.' He smirks. 'I'm sure it's even better live,' He says. 'Especially If you sound as heavenly as you look.' He continues, with a ginormous grin on his face.

'Oh shut up, I'm not that good. Don't have too high of expectations, you'll make me nervous!' I laugh.

'But I already do that, don't I? He chuckles.

'What, no!' I protest, my cheeks heating up. 'I mean you don't always make me nervous.'

'Oh , so there are moments when I do?' He laughs even harder as I can't hide my blush. I cover my face and groan.