Rajasthan
Evening: 7:30 pmA girl sitting there in a room in front of mirror thinking about what's happening.
There's outside a man sitting near the big pool going to take a fresh bath.
This is the month of October having a sweet cold weather with a beautiful moon.
Here I am sitting on a chair in this room, looking at myself in the mirror. I am thinking how many things have changed in such a short time.Today I bathed him with my hands, applied turmeric, whom I hate so much, why am I doing all this, why don't I run away from everyone, stay away from that person.
I have hated him. Why does my body react so much to the touch of him? Why can't I control myself?
I will never let him control me, never. This right belongs only to my Shiv. Where are you Shiv?
I heard some noise from behind, I got up and went to look, but there was no one here, why did I feel as if someone was watching me, maybe I was hallucinating.
As soon as I turned back, the power went out. There is darkness everywhere. What kind of palace is this? This is not a palace, it is a ruin. Oh God, I can't even see anything. I might fall down.
I took a step forward but someone's hold my hand and pulled me back. Before I could screamed at that person. He placed his one hand on my mouth and with the other touched my stomach I can feel the cold thick paste which is in his palm.
And I don't need to see who the person is, it's the one I hate the most.
I removed his hand from my mouth with my hands.
Kyu aay hai aap yaha ?? Ab kya chahiy apko?? ab konsi seva karwani hai apko humse??
Av Tak apne asnan nahi kiya aapke hatho me lagi haldi hmare vastra khrab kar rahi hai dur hatiy humse.Why are you here? What do you want now? Now what service do you want from me? You haven't bathed yet. The turmeric on your hands is spoiling my dress...Stay away from me.....I told him this.
Why do you have any other man that's why you want to go away from me and why should I be ashamed of coming near my future wife? Darling get used to it whenever I wants I will come near to you.
And what did you said the turmeric on me is spoiling your outfit it will definitely spoil you too sweetheart....he said while cupping my neck from front.I don't want the turmeric that is applied on him, infact I don't want anything related to him.
I know it is useless to argue with him. I suddenly turned around and started running. Because of the darkness, I could not see anything and also I'm unable to move forward.
I turned back and saw that he was holding my chunni.
He suddenly pulled me back, this was all new for me, getting so close to someone again and again was making me uncomfortable, but my body was responding.How far will you run, I will bring you back from as far as you go, you can't run away from me....he said in low voice but deep enough to scare someone.
I can see that he put his hand in that bowl of thick paste which was kept on the dressing table and And he put his hand on my waist held me tighter and turned me around.
You wore this dress like this on purpose to provoke me Why are you silent now? Tell me why you are not being talked to.,he said and pulled my string of blouse with one hand and I got scared.
Leave me, I don't care about you, why are you coming into my life again and again?
Because there were only strings in my blouse which were now open, so I was feeling very timid. So I kept my both palm on my shoulders in a crossing way so that to keep that piece of blouse in a place.
Why are you feeling ashamed now? Why weren't you ashamed at that time when you was roaming outside like that?
He said while moving his hand on my back leaving that thick paste their.Why don't I feel ashamed of me, I don't know you or also there is no relation between us, I said or tried to move away but in deep, my body was reacting completely opposite to me.
He made me stand against the wall. He held both my arms so hard that it would leave marks. And harshly he touched his cheek with mine so that the turmeric from his cheeks were applied on me.
What did you say that there is no relation between us, We both are going to get married. I am your future husband Get this in your mind, understood?
He said harshly while while slowly moving his cheek upon mine.This is wrong, everything is wrong, stay away from me and for marriage write it down and keep it in your mind that we will not get married I said.
My palms are still on my shoulders.We will definitely see my love, he said and took the paste of that turmeric again and this time he applied it on his cheek. Sometimes I don't understand his actions, what he wants and what he does.
Here turmeric had applied on both my cheeks.I would have definitely enjoyed this moment if he had been my love ones, but this person is disgusting to me.
Before I could understand anything, he placed one of his hands on mine and removed it from my shoulder and placed it on against the wall.
I cried aaahhh a little.
Because of the open string the blossom part of my boobs are on show I can't tolerate this I started feeling ashamed, I turned my face to the other side and closed my eyes.
After some time, I felt his cheek touching my neck and moving down towards my boobs mean he's applying that paste with his cheek aah god this man is too much.
But the next moment he turned me around putting my braid to one side and whispered in my ear...
Go to sleep there is your dance performance tomorrow or next time if you will try to seduce me than forget dancing, you won't even be able to walk, understood?
Rest in peace, don't know when you will get this peace again soon to be wifey, good night.And then I don't know where he went, I put both my hands back like that and turned back, in such darkness only the sound of my anklets was echoing.
How do he know I have a dance performance tomorrow?I took a step forward and the light came and my eyes fell on the mirror I saw me completely covered in turmeric, my heartbeat stopped for few moments, my cheeks, my stomach, my back, my neck, my blossom was fully covered with turmeric.
Looking at myself I couldn't figure out whether I should be ashamed or disgusted.
I felt the warm droplets on my cheeks I don't want the turmeric on me of his I go straight to the washroom I couldn't even stop my tears.
I quickly turned on the shower and got hard under it, the water was so cold, my tears were giving me warmth.
I started rubbing my entire body to remove the turmeric. I don't wanted something putted by him anywhere which reminded me of that nasty person.I am never going to marry you, no matter what you do.
I hate you, only hate.
Where are you Shiv I cried aloud.
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Kashi x Shivansh.
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