wake me up

Its okay

Quinsea sighed as she sat down on the chair. Ontop of the desk was the paper Olivia handed her.

"I can't believe I'm doing this." She put the towel around her neck and took a pen from her drawer.

Slowly as ever,she opened the paper and gulped. Her head became fuzzy,hands shaking as she couldn't understand a single thing.

She groaned loudly closing it with her eyes closed. It had only been the start but she felt like  giving up. She can do it,she won't do it.

"Giving up so easily hm?" Her eyes opened as she heard the voice. Olivia,she could see her on the mirror infront of her.

"Olivia." Olivia moved her hand down to Quinsea's as she held it.

"I told you right? I'm here for you."
Olivia whispered in her ear and she hummed with her eyes closed. "Always."

"Always." Quinsea opened her eyes and Olivia faded. Her cheeks reddened as she realized what just happened to her.

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"Max is the best! Literally the best." Ava ranted to Olivia about how he took her out and they this and that. Olivia was happy for her as she smiled.

"Lucky you then." Olivia said.

"I can't ju-

"Hey,Olivia right?" They both turned their heads to see a girl with black hair and blue eyes. Kinda pretty.

"M-me?" Olivia pointed to herself and nodded. The other girl chuckled.

"Hey,I'm Hazel."

"And that is my que to leave. Bye bestie!" Ava kissed Olivia's cheek and walked away.

"Hey hazel,I'm sorry but do I know you?" The girl didn't seem at all familiar to Olivia.

"Not at all,I just wanted to talk to you about something. Can we,sit?" Hazel asked. Olivia nodded.

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Quinsea threw her phone away with a loud shout as she breathed heavily. Her eyes were teary and she didn't even try to stop them.

"N-no no no!" She shouted hitting her head multiple times as she sobbed.

Her mother heard her shout and ran up to her room.

"Sea. Baby what's wrong?" Her mother asked walking closer. Quinsea shook her head as she hit it again and again.

"No!" She shouted. Her cries were almost deafening she seemed to be in denial,pain.

"Baby." Her mother stepped closer with teary eyes as she tried to hold Quinsea.

Quinsea pushed her away crying heavily.

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"No it's totally okay!" Olivia said to Hazel who thanked her with a smile back.

"You have no idea how much this means to me Olivia. I truly do love her and I know she loves me too." Olivia chuckled.

"Okay,I get it." She checked the time on the clock and it was after school. "I gotta go now Hazel. Bye."

Hazel waved as Olivia walked away.

"Bye Olivia." Her smile fell as soon as Olivia walked away and it turned into a smirk. "That went well."

Olivia was down through the bus ride. Her heart was broken and her emotions were faltered by what Hazel told her.

"Oh,Quinsea." She rested her head on her knees.

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Quinsea stopped crying but she didn't want to move from her bed. Her mother tried asking her what was wrong but when she didn't answer she just left and went to make her some food.

Her mother thought of many possible problems in the kitchen while trying hard not to cry remembering her own daughter's tears and screams. It was like,those three years ago.

And even in those three years ,she still didn't know what happened. Quinsea was,is very stubborn.

There was a knock at the door and Quinsea's mom went to answer it.

"Olivia?" There stood Olivia with a smile.

"Hi. I'm here for Sea. " She spoke looking around to see her. Quinsea's mom sighed.

"She's not in a good-condition at the moment,maybe tomorrow?"

"What happened?", Olivia asked without hesitation. Melica shook her head.

"Don't worry about it-"

"But I am worried. Can I see her? Is she-Nevermind,can I please please see her." Olivia begged ,she felt really worried. Melica sighed again.

"I'm so-" Melica was about to speak when a thought went through her and she smiled. "Sure."

Olivia smiled as she was let in. She quickly ran upstairs to Quinsea's room and knocked.

No answer was received and she knocked again.

"Quin." She called. No response again. "I'm coming in." She announced pulling the door handle down.

When the door opened fully she dropped her bag down and closed the door. Quinsea was sleeping on the bed looking so peaceful.

Olivia sighed out of relief as she walked closer.

The more closer she went the more she realized Quinsea was actually shaking.

"Shit." She mumbled. She looked around for a blanket and when she saw a green one she took it.

She tried to cover Quinsea but instead she made her flinch. Olivia stepped back but then noticed. Quinsea was breathing very heavily and she looked almost in tears.

"Quin,",

"P-please stop-i-I'm sorry," Quinsea cried. Olivia stepped closer quickly and shook her.

"Sea."

"Don't touch me! Please don't touch me." Quinsea started crying loudly as she shook Olivia off. Olivia didn't know what to do and she panicked.

"Quin! Wake up!" She tried to reach for her but it was no use. She tried even harder and ended up hugging her while she tried to push her off again.

"Stop it! Stop it!" Quinsea shouted. Olivia held on tight.

"Quinsea,please. It's me. Olivia."

"I hate you! I hate you so much!" Quinsea hit her shoulder multiple times trying to break free but it was no use Olivia was holding on strong.

"I know,I know." Olivia whispered. She rubbed her back and sighed out loud. Quinsea stopped fighting and quiet sobs filled the room.

"It's okay,I'm here." Olivia felt Quinsea hug her waist.

"I'm sorry." Quinsea whispered. Olivia nodded.

"It's okay."