For Three Years

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For three years,
I didn't look in a mirror...
, All I saw was my mom,
All I saw was my pain...
For three years,
I built up my facade...
, Painted on a smile,
I smile that secretly cried for help...
For three years,
I hated myself...
, I hated that no one could see how broken I was,
How I was hurting inside...
For three years,
I hated the lies I had to tell...
, The lies I knew so well,
I became deluded in the false reality they created...
For three years,
I smiled and laughed
, Trying to convince everyone I was happy,
Trying so hard I began to convince myself I was happy...
For three years,
I felt as if i were dieing...
Or is it just that I wanted to...
For three years,
I grew weary of the Perfect mother she portrayed herself to be
, Of three words I don't believe to this Daii,
"I Love You"...

I forgave her...

The woman that brought me into the world...
The woman that nearly took me out of the world

Forgiveness Is Key

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