a motherly love ༊*·˚

dear diary: hope isnt lost.

as i walked into my new house, the smell of loneliness and peace reeked and seeped inside my nostrils, as i got ready to forget my past once and for all.

i want start a new life, alone. alone by choice, of course. i tend to shut everyone else out, it's none of their business what goes in my life. they'd definitely pity me anyways.

i have to get a job?? but what job??

i decided on a nursery. seems odd, however i like the idea of protecting the children of today, to prevent them from having a childhood shittier than mine.

i quite like it here, something is missing however i definitely feel comfort in being alone. i want to be alone forever.

forever..?