what do you think?

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Listen to Empty space by James Arthur

Do you think this is all about you?
Do you actually believe I'm referring to you?
Yeah, I like you, but what can a girl do?

I've beaten myself up.
I've controlled it, so let's not try to talk it out.
I'll own up to my fantasies, don't worry.
Just smile at me, make me believe we're cool.
Don't act weird around me, don't stutter when talking to me, don't look at me that way, don't bump into me, don't ignore me either, don't make me hate that I like you.
I'm dealing with it, but I'm doing this all by myself because I don't want you involved.

I'm sorry if I've confused you,
Brought you this far with no expectations of commitment.
But I do like you, I just can't because we aren't right.

What do you think?
Am I crazy?
Delusional?
Mistaking your kindness?
Am I driving you nuts with all of this?
Bringing you into my confused state?
Wanting you but pulling back?

What do you think?
How do you see me?

How do I see me? I don't even see myself.
All I see is a mirror, reflecting every human's desires, depression, happiness, and emotions.

I'm not living for myself, and that's a crazy negative I know about, but I still continue.
But, I really do like you, and I hope it goes away soon.

                         D.a.n.i.e.l.l.a

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