I hate you. But I love you.

24 - DRUNK BASTARD

YUMA POV:

I heard another bang expect that it was on my door this time I opened it to see Theo still there I sighed as I grabbed Theos arm and started dragging him into my room "Jesus he's like the fucking weight of a sperm whale." (There 41,000 kg male and 14,000 kg female)

as I got him into the middle of my room I fell to the floor as I looked around my room to help me I looked at a doll that was a jester and I sighed "forget about him" I mutter

before I stood back up and pulled Theo up my bed and went out to grab a bucket and some water in case he threw up.

I walked back into my room and put the bucket next beside him and the water on my shelf next to him "in case you throw up." I grumbled before I went back to studying.

After awhile I heard a knock on the door it was 2 am who comes to an dorm this late I stand up and walked towards the door as I felt a burst of energy no way it couldn't be him! I opened the door and saw him of course. "Mal get the fuck out of this school" I glared at him "I just wanted to say hi" he tried to reach out to me as I stepped away "worth a shot" he shrugged as he put his glove back on and walked in "Mal what the fuck are you doing here" I closed the door and followed him "Jade wants you back Jane." I flinched I haven't heard that name in so long "Yuma." I snapped back "why must change your name Jane? It suited you so well." He looked around.

"Jane doe means unidentified body for a girl and I'm not an unidentified body!" I glared at him "well I mean tell that to Mizuki" Mizuki..? "What? Mizuki what do you mean she isn't going to be here!" I stepped in front of him "she will be she's going to this school since you know after she found out you went here Jane." Mal smiled at me "get the fuck out." I said through my teeth, I don't want to see him anymore.

"Have you not been drinking enough blood Yuma?" Malcolm ignored me "it doesn't matter get the fuck out!" I shouted before covering my mouth to not get Theos attention "it's important Jane you have to drink it to survive" Malcolm looked at me like he was disappointed "I'm not gonna hurt someone!"

Malcolm pricked his wrist and showed me his wrist "drink." He ordered "fuck no." I glared at him "Jesus Jane you're not a Fledgling anymore. You can drink yourself, do I have to do it for you?" Malcolm threatened "go fuck yourself Malcolm I've been able to do this long enough."

Malcolm sighed and took his blood in his mouth and grabbed me to kiss me and transfer the blood to my mouth I tried to get out of his grip but he locked me down into the couch and once he was finished he pulled away and put something on the table "Jane start drinking blood I hate to see you like this or I might have to come here every day just to feed you like back then when you were a Fledgling." Malcolm said before he disappeared I sat up on the couch and looked at what he gave me, my wedding ring and engagement ring I looked at both of them and saw our initials. Y + M wait Y? I was called Jane doe, this doesn't make sense.

Is Malcolm trying to tell me something that I do not know? No he would have told me! Wait, he didn't tell me about my past before I died or how I died, I ignored that before I went to the picture book Mizuki made for memories as I looked through them and saw me and Malcolm's wedding. I slammed the book shut as tears came running down my face, such an asshole.

THEO POV:

Where did she go? "Yuma!!" I called out for her, sitting up. I can't believe I can sit up. I hope i can stand soon. Yuma went into her room, "What" I noticed her face "What's wrong?" She replied with "Nothing you need to worry about" Its everything I need to worry about!! My future wife is crying, thats my business! "Don't be like that, it's everything I need to worry about. I care for you yuma." Yea I'm only saying this because I'm drunk, but its true.

"Theo you're drunk." And what if i am! "So what, I seriously care about you. I don't flirt with you for no reason dumbass." I want her! "Theo you are clearly not in the right mindset. Just sleep." What does she not understand. "I'm way more sober than I was before! Just listen to me! I want to care for you, anyone who makes you sad I'll fucking kill." Its like shes shutting me down! "Still drunk though"

"You still aren't listening. Use your fucking ears Yuma I know you have them." I'm getting upset what the fuck! "I am and I'm saying you're drunk." blah blah blah. "Why are you shutting me down." The best she could do is just fucking listen! "Because you're not in the right mindset" I am! "Yes i am! I've said all of this and you still think I'm super drunk?!"

I just want her to feel the same way! "No I don't! But you're not fully sober and when drunk you say stupid shit!" Stupid?! "Maybe I am drunk. But what I'm saying is the truth. You think my feelings are stupid? You think the fact that I'm madly in love with you is just some stupid little joke? I want you Yuma. From the second I saw you I knew you would be mine." I'm so stupid.

"I don't think your feelings are stupid Theo, you're just not thinking of what you're saying or doing." I am thinking! "What do you feel for me. I don't care if it's bad, break my heart. Just tell me everything." I hate everything right now. "Theo I don't know" She does!

"You do know. You just don't want to tell me. Any type of feeling, hatred, disgust, sadness, anger, love, happiness. Tell me." Shes so difficult! "Theo. I do not know what emotions i'm feeling. I cannot tell if I dislike or like you." I guess thats a good thing? "Fine then, Does that at least give me a chance to make you fall for me?" She sighs "Fine"

YUMA POV:

I can't even tell if he's joking or not I walked out of my room as I looked back at the picture book and the rings still wondering why it has Y + M not J + M he definitely knows something I don't. Yumo came out of his bedroom "is Theo gone?" Yumo looked around "bedroom" I nodded towards my bedroom as Yumo nodded his head "so what's all this stuff?" Yumo smiles as he looks at me "Malcolm came over" I mutter as I saw Yumos smile drop "Why?"

"Just to tell me that Mizuki is coming to the school." I say as I look through the pictures "and Mizuki is your friend right?" I nodded my head. "But she could have surprised me, she could have came here herself not Malcolm." I sigh Yumo looks down at the bottom of my lips "you got some uh blood on you?" He says confused as I blinked in surprise as I wipe it away "did Malcolm give you blood?" Yumo says as he leaned onto the couch "yup should I tell Angel?"

"I mean she'd tell Leo then Leo would tell Theo anddd..?" Yumo looks at me "um from what I'd recall he said "I'd kill anyone who'd make me sad?" I said confused.

"Well it's late go to bed Yuma" Yumo patted my back before he stood up and I nodded my head as I closed the picture book and stand up to walk up to my bedroom I forgot Theo was there. Ugh. I change into shorts and an off sleeved Hollywood undead shirt and took off my bra before I crawled into my bed and kept the farthest away from Theo. Drunk Bastard.