WITH THE ALPHA

Part 10 ; Comfort of home

The rain poured down.

I watched as it slapped onto the windows and trailed down to join the others raindrops that lay on their grave.

This was not my room. It was Zehr's. It held a certain coziness and home kind of feeling. It wasn't clean and organized , it was messy , like unfolded clothes and a messy sport bag by the window with his  trip's worth of clothes. His shoes were scattered by the wall showing what a messy man he was. He was not bothered though. He invited me to his space with open arms.

I sat criss cross on his bed with a fluffy knitted blanket over my shoulders. The heat control in the room was on but he felt like it would be appropriate to give me this whilst he ordered coffee from the staff.

On his return he told me who he sent out and how happy he was that we could finally sit together for the first time.

"I've been looking for you for quite a while now." He had mentioned. He began reciting the moment we met at the convenience store. "They say meeting your mate is simultaneous realization of ones love , partner and soul." I found him next to me , nuzzling onto me. "You smell really great." He said. "I've been looking for your scent for days in this place. That day I found your slip , you were buying a test kit and well I was disappointed to say the least but I didn't let it get in the way of me looking for you."

"Yeah. You're pregnant but is that not temporary? You're about to get kids , so that's fun too and forever too." He chuckled. I searched for any hints of misleading or lies but I found nothing but . . . A real idiot. "Are you naturally this carefree?" I asked. He seemed to ponder over what I had just said before shrugging it off. "You'll judge that as time time goes on. "

"What is your relationship with that woman?" I asked . "You mean Carlisa?" He scratched the back of his head , "She's my cousin. Her father is my uncle and her mother is a werewolf."

"Oh."

"What did you assume she is?" He asked. With my silence he later reached his conclusion which resulted him in chuckling. "Definitely not my lover." He ran his finger on the side of my cheek. I feared if I met his eyes I wouldn't be able to tear away , but maybe a peek wouldn't hurt.

I sweeped across the room and finally stopped when I had met his eyes. Those copper eyes stared into my soul. I found myself falling for him deeply. My soul called for me to get close and get every bit of him. I held nothing back , I leaned in forward willingly, my slow action being reciprocated by him.

Our lips crashed onto each other and it was that moment when it felt like universe was being rewritten. His lips sent sparks onto mine and I found myself deepening the kiss wanting more of his taste. He did the same , catching me from my falling state. His hand slipped to my neck as he pulled me in more , kissing me with a deep sense of longing , need and heated passion.
It was like nothing I had felt before. Our saliva mixed, our tongue intertwining to write their own fate through our lips. He pulled back but made sure to suck my lower lip before letting me go with a pop sound. We fought to catch enough breath before we kissed once again , falling for each other again.

It got to a point where I was on my back , him on top of me , still on our kiss. Neither of us were contemplating to give out the kiss.

I could tell he really wanted to take this another step forward but was holding himself back from doing anything rash. His fingers would dip under the lining of my dress and grab my thighs before sliding them out again. So he wanted to. . . I felt a smirk coming on. Then I'd gladly help him. It's not like I wasn't hungry for him too.

I slid my fingers up , taking his shirt up with it too. I ripped it off , leaving it in tatters before throwing it away. His exposed body hovered over me and I completely moaned. His body was physically amazing, it was hard not to stare. He has muscle and it was obvious he was physically strong. I was used to sights like these but this was my mate and his seemed more defined and magnificent. I slid my hands over his abs and grabbed his sides to pull him onto me.

This was some sort of permission for him. He got the message that I wanted more from him and he took that opportunity to tear my dress apart. I flinched, but he wouldn't let me free of our kiss. "Don't worry." He breathed. "Tell me to stop if you feel uncomfortable." He mentioned. I crashed my lips onto his , they had started feeling lonely without his.

I raised my leg and wrapped it around him as he let his hands roam every accentuated part of my skin. I felt enthralled , in haze as he touched me especially when he caressed my thighs. I felt eager for something more , something that might fill me.

"Zehr." I moaned , captured in delight. "What is it , my love." He whispered under his breath. "Please , I need . . . You." I whimpered as I felt the lace of my undergarment weaken. "Need what ? Say it." His fingers hovered just above my pussy lips , he was toying with me. "I need you to fuck me." I raised my knees and made a squeezed motion causing him arm to get caught in between. He chuckled before lowering himself so his face was between my legs. "Sadly i won't. If I'm to do have sex with you I'd rather do it in the comfort of my own home where we won't be heard nor disturbed but for now , I'll guarantee you pleasure in other ways." He smirked.