'𝑩𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍.'
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You're layed on your bed with your arms behind your head. You have no idea how to feel. You're just staring at the ceiling. You know you don't like Wednesday. So why kiss her??
A knock on your door draws you back into reality. You get up and open the door. It's Enid.
"Enid hey." You say.
"We need to talk." Enid says.
"Yeah come in." You say.
You let her in and she sits on your bed. You close the door and sit with her.
"I'm assuming you saw the kiss." You say.
Enid nods.
"Look i need you to listen before you talk." Enid says.
You nod.
"I like you. And i just don't know what the hell to do with myself anymore. Because we haven't hung out in ages and i... i miss you. I don't know whether i wanna be with him or you. I'm so lost. I made a mistake just going back to Ajax so fast and now i dunno what to do." Enid says.
"Enid i.."
"No Y/n i love you. More than him. And i want you both but i know i can't do it." Enid says.
You sit in shock.
"But you went back to him." You say.
"I know. And the amount of regret i have is ridiculous. I've never regretted something more in my life." Enid says.
"Enid i think you really need to think about this. You've wanted to be with Ajax for years. And now suddenly you like me. You need to think about whether you really want me or you want Ajax. And being around both of us is not gunna help that. You need time on your own to figure this out. And i promise, whoever you choose, I'll be there for you." You say.
"You're not listening to me Y/n. I know who i want. You. I want you." Enid says.
"Enid-"
"No. No thinking about it. I know i want you." Enid says.
"Stop it. Just... just stop. You... you're just confused." You say.
"What? No I'm not. Y/n i like you. Fuck i think i might be in love with you. It's you. It's always been you." Enid says.
"No Enid. Stop it." You say.
"Why? Why are you suddenly so against this?" Enid asks.
"Because you're supposed to be with Ajax. You're the schools otp. We happened. It's done." You say.
"Stop being stupid Y/n. I know you still want to be with me. Wednesday told me you're not over me. That you still talk about me." Enid says.
"It's been like 4 days. I'm never getting over anybody that fast." You say.
"Y/n! What the hell?! Just accept it!" Enid says.
"No Enid. Shit happens." You say.
She grabs your shirt tightly in her hands and slams you against one of the walls.
"Ow fuck."
She lets go immediately. You hold your side and lean against the wall.
"Shit i... Y/n I'm so sorry." Enid says.
"It's fine... it's okay." You say.
"Are you okay? Sit down." Enid says.
She helps you sit down. You were attacked by a wolf. You're still sore.
"Are you like... bleeding or anything?" Enid asks.
"No I'd feel it. I'm fine just.. y'know, still a bit sore." You say.
Enid nods.
"So uhm... are we gunna keep talking about it?" Enid asks.
"Enid look i cant do it. If I'm gunna be with you, i want all of you. Not half of you and then Ajax gets the other half. It's not fair." You say.
"I know but i... i wanna be with you both." Enid says.
"If you want us both then it's never gunna work." You say.
"I know..." Enid says.
She's sat in front of you on your bed. She's fiddling around with some loose material on your bed. She looks up at you. The look in her eyes is enough to make you cave.
You sit forward and kiss her, closing your eyes and putting your hands next to her legs. She sits in a momentary shock before kissing you back, closing her eyes and holding your face.
She moves closer to you, moving you back a little. Then her phone rings. You pull back. She looks at who it is. It's Ajax.
"Is it Ajax?" You ask.
She nods.
"Yeah." Enid says.
"So i suppose we're going back to what we were before then." You say.
"No. It's not gunna be like before." Enid says.
"But.."
"But it's gunna have to be for a while. Just until i tell Ajax that I'm done." Enid says.
"And how long is that gunna be, Enid? Till we get caught again and you decide you want us both?" You ask.
"N-no Y/n i... i want you." Enid says.
"But you wanted us both about 10 minutes ago. Now you suddenly want just me?" You ask.
"I know what i said. But i know what i want." Enid says.
You sit in silence, trying to figure out what to say.
"Enid i.... i cant do that shit again. If I'm gunna be with you then i want all of you. Not like before." You say.
"I can do that. But.. just not yet." Enid says.
"If you wanna be with me so much, then you shouldn't be with Ajax. But you wanna be with Ajax. What I'm gunna say is gunna sound horrible. But until you don't wanna be with Ajax, then dont tell me you wanna be with me." You say.
"Give me 3 days." Enid says.
"Enid I'll give you as long as you want. Take longer than 3 days. Because even though you're telling me you know what you want, you dont. So take longer than that to figure it out. I don't care how long you take. But take longer than 3 days." You say.
Enid nods. She leaves.
"What a mess." You say to yourself.
You lay back and put your arms behind your head.
So i feel we may be going in a bit of a loop. So expect some changes soon. Shits gunna happen soon. Byeee :)
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