Damian Wayne x Reader / Jon Kent x Reader

Damian x Reader- Letter To You part 1

Letter to you part 1  ( Alt Title: Broken Inner Thoughts)

damian spies on his partner while he is off on a mission, reader finds out and says enough is enough. 

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*reader POV*

it was like your bones had been remade out of cement. you've had your rough patches before but you could feel this one would be different. Did he not trust you? Had he no faith in your relationship? How could you look at him the same knowing this distrust behind every gesture? How eyes don't look at you in love, they look at you in suspicion. 

this mission was supposed to take 3 days to a week, but these long term absences don't phase you anymore. You decided to take some time off for yourself. A self-care spa day to let go of the last few weeks. No soap or salt will ever get this feeling off your skin. 

He set up multiple microphones and cameras while he was away. In your OWN HOME. They were "generously" placed, as he put it. Only cameras in common areas, only microphones in sensitive areas. 

How did you find out? Well, that story is uglier than you would like to admit. 

You spent this time with others, in person and not. You spent this time enjoying yourself, openly and shamelessly. That, apparently, was enough to make Damian think you were having an affair. Yes, affair. The exact word Damian used to describe anything that happened while he was away. 

you noticed when the air all around was like swimming in syrup. you believed it would pass and that it was due to the stress taken on from the mission. How naive you were. 

The tension broke eventually and it exploded like a balloon full of locusts. Infecting and infesting the entire room. Anything you had before was lost in that moment. 

Damian accused you of cheating, having an "affair" while he was gone. You renounced this accusation and he referenced a few specific dates and their associated times. All of those which you spent, alone. 

You were an adult, of course.

The truth of the situation could do nothing to convince Damian. He had never seen your personal stash of course, but at this point it was just petty. You have nothing to prove! You promised yourself and your future to this man and he broke that promise by believing you could be swayed the minute he turned his back. 

it was beyond heartbreaking. it was stupid. you could not believed he would allow something so unfounded and cruel to between you two. 

This all seemed so familiar, yet x10 times worse than the (many) last times. So sickeningly familiar.

so here you are now. sulking in your room privacy violating and relationship volatile. 

And for the first time you refuse to go back.