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Chalynn's POV
"Hacka la mamamammamama!!!!" The lady behind us shout and my eyes make four with Shane's
Aye nuh badda wid it
"Yuh go Mek dem kick we out" he says and I hold down my head laughing
Listen she ain't speaking in no tongues I know it when I see it and I also know fakes when I see it. She's faker than Shine's adidas sneakers.
"She's so fake" I finally say after my laughing fit... a little louder than I intended to
"Who fake bitch?" Ashley says
"Cyaah my auntie yaaw run yuh mouth bout" she continues
I'm not even gonna entertain her
I keep my head straight and laugh until I can't feel my belly bottom
"Deveen know weh yuh baby fada deh but yaaw laugh offa ppl. GO LOOK FI YUH PICKNEY PA! Yuh sick stomach him haffi run weh n inna deep hiding yet him just did deh pon mi phone last night" she shouts drawing attention and Ella puts her hand over her mouth
"Girl stop nuh. A church we deh and even if a did outta road Yk dat foul" Ella says to her in a whisper but I still heard
I still didn't turn around. Instead I fight my tears and pay attention to the pastor while trying to keep out of my thoughts
Bawl fi Jamaica when yuh go home tho
Better do it in private than infront of her. She can't know I'm hurt or wtv
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7:15 pm
I pull into my drive way and I don't see Taina's car.
Turning off my engine I gather my grocery bags in one hand and use the other to call her . I've grown to be dependent on her . I hate that but I just can't help it. She's been staying here almost every night so it's weird she isn't here and she didn't call like she always does.
"I'm sorry but the number you are trying dial doesn't exist. Please hang up and try again"
The automated machine says
I call again, and again, and again, and again until I'm too scared to be out here by my self
I take my time and carry my luggage to the front door and swiftly enter the house and close my door
Wassup with Tai
I put down my groceries on the island... well Taina's groceries because most of it is what she likes to eat and drink.
I search my contacts for Abbi's number and ring it on speaker
While the phone rings I start unpacking the groceries.
"Yo. Cyaah talk right now Chalynn." Jargo answers about to hang up
"Oh hell no Jargo. Do not hang up!"
"Jah know. Ah talk"
"What tf is going on. Where tf is Jamiy and why can't I get Taina? OH AND ALSO! why are you answering Abbi's phone!"
"Abbi a deal wid sun. Jamiy and Tai good just gwaan do the right fi the baby. Mi send money to yuh account mi nuh know if yuh seet. Woulda deh deh wid yuh if mi coulda and tell yuh everything sis but yuh nuh know the 100 and a so Jamiy want it so mi cyaah go roun ih ting" he says then hangs up
Ok....
I stop putting away the stuff and head upstairs
Whatever waa spoil Mek it spoil . I cannot .
Looking around the room my anger boils . I drop my phone on the carpet and start destroying everything that's for Jamiy or reminds me of him
"Fuck you! Fuck this life!" I say throwing his colognes
"So unfair! And selfish" I screaming smashing pictures
Smashing the last thing, a picture of his mom, I immediately start piecing it together
"No no no. I'm sorry miss. Please don't haunt me or whatever. You're a female you must understand" I say in a jamble because I don't play with spirits
Realizing that it can't be fixed I take the picture itself and put it in his boxer drawer then in his shirt drawer because why would I put his mom where his in there touching on places his dick has been
"I'm sorry ma'am" I say to the photo while closing the short drawer
I get on my knees and I start to pray
"Lord I come to you in shambles, in need of your help, in need of peace lord. I'm sorry for breaking the picture and I ask to be shielded from all the bad, hurtful and uneasy aspects of my life.... Except Jamiy... and I ask for your guidance and molding. God please bring me peace, happiness, lifetime of wealth and success lord. There's so much more to say but you know my heart and what I neeed. Thank you for everything and I hope you're happy also. I'm Jesus' name, I pray, AMEN!"
I slowly get off my knees then pack up my night routine things and head to the guest bedroom to get ready for bed and to sleep
.....
Cuddling up with my pillow and using my other ones to comfort and ease my body I close my eyes in hopes that I'll go to sleep soon
"All by myselfffffff"
Fuck you nuh!
Time passes and I'm still up. As I was about to cry my phone rings
I lazily stretch for it and answer it
Voice call with Leilani Maddox🙄
Hey
Wassup Leilani. I was about to go to sleep
I'm just check in on you. Jamiy said you're having a hard time with the pregnancy.
Tell your brother to be a man and come talk to me and I'm surprised you know I'm with child because a letter, call or text haven't been sent from your side since we found out. I'm fine girl go to sleep.
Ok mi deserve that but there's something I've been wanting to do. I'm sorry Chalynn. For everything I said and done.
Girl bye. Fuck you, your brother and your dad. I'm done.
End of conversation
Damn bitch!
She deserves it
Yea but damn
Whatever imma go sleep
I put my phone down, silence my mind and focus on getting back to sleep.
The end Remember to vote xoxo
Didn't proof read so just pick sense out of any none sense if yuh see none
