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" Hey mayu baby I missed you so much, where were you. " I was talking to Mayra and playing with her while the only thing running in my mind was. How close were we and what was that wierd feeling arghuuu leave it .
" you were just away from her for few hours saanjh , she stays with you only the whole day otherwise " Aditi replied from the couch she is laying like a sloth ,And added " so how was your day out together with Arjunn ? " .
I made a pout biting my inner cheeks and said " firstly is was not day out , i had my work and he has his own " i said to made it clear and added " you know that pencil chor Arav, he will also be there in wedding" .
" I was the one who made the guest list idiot " she replied . I gave her a nasty look she should know how much i hate that chipko , And i don't understand since she came back from the down stairs she is auspiciously smiling looking at me .
" Junn " Myra said and my head turned towards the door to found she was just mumbling and Aditi said , " so desperate to see him hunn " .
" You are still obsessed with him so much right ? " I asked her . " That hazel brown eyed, nha bro am loyal to my husband who is father of my daughter " she said rolling her eyes .
I side eyed her and said " you are still the drama company you were " and giggled.
She had a moment of thinking and she said " remember we named Arjunn hazel brown eyed guy " she cracked up on that and added " and the fun part is you are allergic to hazel nuts actually you both are " and she started laughing again .
" But am not allergic to him " i said sarcastically smiling and sudden realisation hit , what did I just said .
She came running and sat in front of me and asked " you like him ? Oh oh you love him ? " .
I smiled sarcastically and pushed her back pressing her forehead and said " Mrs. Of keshav venkatesh" untill here my voice was to sweet and it turns harsh " focus on your husband not on that Arjunn " .
" Ayioo " she said rubbing her forehead and forrown her brows and said " You are still stucked on that Akash na " she said randomly .
But this name it made my smile fade away it reminded me of the reasons i hate my own home town.
" You didn't have to use that name " i said and my lips twitching .
" Common Saanjh you guys broke up approx 10 years ago , and he was the one who couldn't commit to you " She stated frustratedly.
All these words pulled me back 10 years ago , that made feel so uneasy .
" Aditi we should not go there " i said and my voice was breaking , i could feel that I'll cry any moment if I keep talking about it , and this saanjh can't cry am not that weak . And in a moment My eyes were started getting wet as all those moments started to have the flashback through my mind .
I felt a warmth as she placed her hand on mine and a drop of tear rolled down my cheeks , I sighed and immediately wipped it off .
" You know na adi I can't love anyone else , I just can't. It's so hard me to forget Akash . Even tho I try hard , and that's the sole reason am confused about my feelings with Arjunn . I know it's been ten years he was just a teenage love but it's all the love I ever had " i said all this with a heavy voice and tears started rolling down through my eyes . " I can't even imagine getting hurt that bad , again. "
" I love th feeling of love , but I can't bear another heartbreak " My heart felt too heavy and my brain got nausea , And she enveloped me in a hug and I felt warm and good too .
My hand searched for my ear pods so i could distract my mind from that thought , He don't worth to ruin my life again .
I've cried enough and enough for him , even tho I love him now i don't want him back .
I took a deep breath buring all the thoughts under that and wore my smile back , And this Aditi she is still sticked too me like sloth sticks to the bark of tree .
" What if Arjunn likes you " she mummerd , I gave her a glare with raised brows " does he ? " I asked .
She unwrapped her arms from me and shrugged saying " I was just being hypothetical " and i nodded .
She snuggle and whispered " what if he does , and I can see in his eyes he will never ever break your heart " . I pushed her away playfuly.
" I don't know adi , I really don't understand our equation. Few things I never even mentioned to myself , I broke down on that in front of him . " I said being neutral, I can tell atleast her anything that crosses my mind without having a fear of being judged .
She leaned her head on my shoulder " yarr look you have chemistry , which even a blind man could see or feel " .
My eyes twitched , and it took me few minutes to register what she just said " do we " and she nodded . I don't know about love but level of comfort we've attained .
He don't make my heart skips a beat or make me go insane , instead he makes me calm . His presence sets me at peace , I am actually feeling more than friends for her .
" oye " Aditi snapped , " where are you lost babee " , I shook my head declining her .
" Mimi , butterfly " Mayra fumbled as she tried to draw butterfly , but it was looking like anything but butterfly . Still can't break my babies heart " wow Myra it's so beautiful "
" thankewww " she said and danced around , Aww my little hooman .
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Here comes the end of the chapter cutie pies . The story is going to get chaotic and yea the name of the book is changed so enjoy .
