Thread of Hate

CHAPTER 12

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I know I am so late but I was busy in my assignments so I couldn't write. Here is the chapter. Today's chapter is short but in this chapter some things unfolds so hope you will like this.

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•Aditya•

Shanaya is here. I saw her. She is in sangeet. But why here? She should be at Aman's house. Were her memories not enough that now she herself is haunting me?

"Adi!" I was so in my thoughts that i couldn't even recognize the voice. I looked at the person and it's Isha. "Stage se utar" She commanded and i came down from the stage.
(Come down from the stage)

"Did you saw a ghost?" She asked.

"Shanaya why she is here?" My voice was so low and i don't know where I was looking.

"She is here?" She looked here and there "where is she? Bhai usne tere ache khase mood ko khrab kiya hai wo mereko dikh jaye agr maine uski aisi ki taisi nhi kri na toh mera bhi naam isha nahi!" She said dramatically.
(Bro, she spoiled your good mood today. I will kill her if she will come in front of my eyes.)

I smiled.

"Adi, don't spoil your mood because of the people who don't matter anymore. And whenever you are ready please stop these things and have a closure. Tum dono ka rishta salo pehle totaa tha usne kya kiya tha wo tujhe yaad hai aaj tk jis wajha se tu kabhi aage nhi badh paya hai. Please adi, stop hurting yourself anymore."
(The relationship between you two started years ago and you still remember what he did, due to which you have never been able to move forward.)

I noded.

My eyes went to shanaya again who was already looking at me. She started to walk toward us.

"Isha!" My voice came out shaky "she is coming toward us"

"This bitch still has the strength to come in front of you! Don't worry I am here." She assured.

"Hi" Her voice is still the same. She still looks the same. Beautiful. Her brown eyes look so beautiful. Her silky brown straight hairs make her more beautiful. Her fair skin and that mole on her upper lips. When she smiles, it looks more pretty. Everything about her pretty. Beautiful. But she is not. She gave me the biggest nightmares.

"Adi, how are you?" She asked me.

"Saat saal pehle jo hua tha uske baad kya lgta hai kaisa hoga Adi." Isha said in her arrogant voice which I have never heard.
(After what happened seven years ago, what do you think?)

"I am sorry Adi, I---"

"I should go now Isha, waise bhi ye ladies sangeet hai or mai agya tha Rahat ke challenge ke wajah se." I said to Isha and walked away from there.
(Anyway, this is ladies' sangeet and I came because of Rahat's challenge.)

Sorry? I don't think I have ever blamed her for anything. I blamed myself for being like this. I blamed myself thinking for once that--
I should be sorry for myself. Because I blamed myself when I did nothing wrong.
It's been seven years.
Me and shanaya were in a relationship At that time she was the most famous girl of our school and I, I was nothing compared to her. Just a nerd. But she approached me with the help of Isha and I had a crush on her for a long time. Isha regrets it so much, so much that I still think she thinks that happened because of her. But she is not here to blame. Maybe no one is. But we blame ourselves because it's human nature to blame someone to feel guilty when that was not because of them. Shanaya and I were in a relationship for six months. I know its just six months But, I loved her like crazy. She never loved me like I did. She never even liked me may be. On my birthday I saw her cheating on me. Not even that she spread rumors about me that I blackmailed her for giving me her nudes, I blackmailed her to spend a night with me. And that time no one believed me, no one except Isha and varun. I couldn't do that, asking for a girls nude? It's not me. Never. The whole school blamed me. The thing went to the teachers, they suspended me. Her family blackmailed my parents that they will file a case, they blackmailed us that they will ruin our everything if we don't go away from there. I was in 10th, the next month my boards and school suspended me after so many struggles my brother asked them to just let me give exams. I gave but I was in so much depression, society looked at me like I was criminal, when I was not. Even my parents didn't believe me. No one talked to me i was outsided from everywhere. There was only Isha and varun. Varun is my childhood friend We used to be neighbors. They used to call me, crack lame jokes to make me smile and there were so many things they did for me and I literally owe them.